is it too late to heal?

mike and i split up. i'm not at all sad, but i am kinda annoyed that he pretends to care.

i don't think i'm jealous that he is obviously flirting with girls (which he did when we weren't split up anyway), but i guess i'm just irritated that to my face he seems to care and seems upset that this is the end.

i'm so lame.

i should be happy, i;m finally out from under him, i'm finally alone but i'm pretty depressed lately. i just feel like hanging out by myself, not doing any work. i'm bored all the time.

this time, i'm gonna meet a rich man. and i'm going to marry him.