Monday, July 14, 2008

you pull me down underneath in my head i can’t breathe i can’t sleep i can’t dream and i can’t stop loving you kill me
thirty years down in flames gave my heart took your name took a chance took a ring i can’t stop loving you kill me
everything i’ve been everything i am
my heart’s the same as yours i love you the same
paper route

imagine i didn't feel like i'm still completely and totally in love with you, despite the fact that you so blatantly told me that you are not in love with me?

imagine i'll ever stop feeling this way?

imagine i didn't have sex with someone else saturday night just to have sex with someone? and i didn't wake up feeling empty, broken, and alone?

imagine....?


Monday, July 07, 2008

july is not so hot this year. north carolina was a good time. i'm super tan. teaching summer school suuucks. i need to not be at work during the summer. i need to be traveling. doing something other than sitting at a desk.

i've got honorary title tickets for august 16 wooo.

i need a dude. i don't care if it's meaningless. i'm like, dying here. i want it to be steve, but i realize that's never going to happen. thus i will settle for someone to like, do stuff with. and get some play.

that's about all i have to say. i'm tired and bored with everything all the time. i should be sleeping more.

so maybe i will.

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