is it too late to heal?

i think my apartment has fleas in it. it's really gross, sometimes i see little gnat like bugs around, and i always feel itchy. but we dont have pets. and there are no pets allowed.. so how did we get fleas? plus i dont feel itchy when i go out, so *i* don't have fleas. ew. must get bug bomb.
i'm sleepy, i worked all day, and now i'm very blah. my tattoo is all peely, this girl at work told me i needed to stop moisturizing so the last layer of scab could peel off. her dad owns a super famous tattoo shop, so i'll take her word for it.
i watched the rules of attraction last night, and it kinda freaked me out. i was sitting home alone in the dark and like squeaming. is that even a word? squirming, perhaps. i dont know. i didnt really know what it was about, but i guess it was good besides the icky parts.
i just listened to my punk rock mix tape, the first mix i remember making.. i made it in 1997, for this kid jeff who lived around the block and wanted me to make him a mix of some good pop punk songs. then i copied it for myself. its soo good. old school weston, halflings, the disenchanted.. every time i listen to it i giggle.
now i will play dr mario and amuse myself.