Friday, October 17, 2003
i'm really tired. really really tired. except my body knows its not time yet. every time i try to go to bed early, i wake up constantly. and i'm tired the next day. so i just have to stick it out for like another hour or two, and then maybe i can sleep a peaceful eight hours.
for now, i shall watch everybody loves raymond. and babble. though i haven't got much to say. i'm feeling somewhat (repeat: somewhat) financially secure right this second. i have like $100 in cash to deposit, plus checks, and i've been budgeting so well that with my rutgers pay coming back now, i have extra money. i went to sephora today bc my eyeliner is almost gone, and they are out. so i got my face wash (woo!) instead. i checked the heard candy webpage, and they, too, are sold out of my color. boo! and it's BLACK!! thats the most basic eye liner color, they need to hurry up and make more. NOW.
i was joking with kj today at work, and i said it was funny that my clothes are all salvation army and six years old, but my make up is designer. if you ask me what my face wash is, i'm gonna say anna sui. thats like the louis vuitton (sp?) of cosmetics, considering most people buy their face wash at the drugstore and its like nivea or olay. it makes me giggle a little. here i am, little anti-corporate, anti-capitalist gille wearing anti-market clothing and super profit make up. but whatever. i'm a sucker for skin care. anyway i also splurged and got some fabulous smelling candles this week, and i am thinking about going to h&m for some fall/winter clothes after this weekend. i have to figure out how much i have right now, and project my tips so i can figure how much i'll have left after rent. i hate paying rent. it bothers me that i'm paying all this money and its really just a waste. i own nothing at the end, its money that completed it's cycle with me. i earned it and lost it to my landlord. it didn't convert to goods, only services with no long term benefit. this is why i don't go to the movies. i can't justify spending $10 to sit lifelessly in front of a screen for 2 hours. it's the most passive thing in the world, i have nothing to show for my $10, save for a ticket stub, i don't leave any smarter than when i entered.. i can see spending money on clothes, bc i spend $50 on a pair of jeans and wear them for six years.. so really i'm spendling what amounts to less than $10 a YEAR on them. but now i'm getting way too far into my economics. the economics of my insanity..
my back hurts, as it does most days. i really need a desk. sitting on the couch with my computer on a tv dinner tray is not workinng out, considering that i cant sit up straight and its bad posture, plus i stand at work all day.. i shall depart.
for now, i shall watch everybody loves raymond. and babble. though i haven't got much to say. i'm feeling somewhat (repeat: somewhat) financially secure right this second. i have like $100 in cash to deposit, plus checks, and i've been budgeting so well that with my rutgers pay coming back now, i have extra money. i went to sephora today bc my eyeliner is almost gone, and they are out. so i got my face wash (woo!) instead. i checked the heard candy webpage, and they, too, are sold out of my color. boo! and it's BLACK!! thats the most basic eye liner color, they need to hurry up and make more. NOW.
i was joking with kj today at work, and i said it was funny that my clothes are all salvation army and six years old, but my make up is designer. if you ask me what my face wash is, i'm gonna say anna sui. thats like the louis vuitton (sp?) of cosmetics, considering most people buy their face wash at the drugstore and its like nivea or olay. it makes me giggle a little. here i am, little anti-corporate, anti-capitalist gille wearing anti-market clothing and super profit make up. but whatever. i'm a sucker for skin care. anyway i also splurged and got some fabulous smelling candles this week, and i am thinking about going to h&m for some fall/winter clothes after this weekend. i have to figure out how much i have right now, and project my tips so i can figure how much i'll have left after rent. i hate paying rent. it bothers me that i'm paying all this money and its really just a waste. i own nothing at the end, its money that completed it's cycle with me. i earned it and lost it to my landlord. it didn't convert to goods, only services with no long term benefit. this is why i don't go to the movies. i can't justify spending $10 to sit lifelessly in front of a screen for 2 hours. it's the most passive thing in the world, i have nothing to show for my $10, save for a ticket stub, i don't leave any smarter than when i entered.. i can see spending money on clothes, bc i spend $50 on a pair of jeans and wear them for six years.. so really i'm spendling what amounts to less than $10 a YEAR on them. but now i'm getting way too far into my economics. the economics of my insanity..
my back hurts, as it does most days. i really need a desk. sitting on the couch with my computer on a tv dinner tray is not workinng out, considering that i cant sit up straight and its bad posture, plus i stand at work all day.. i shall depart.
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