is it too late to heal?

something needs to change. im so tired of practically everything in my life. i need a change of scenery or something. i'm sick of school and work and school and work. i need a boy to cuddle up with, its getting cold. you know. well i made it through last winter alone, so.. the enigma came along at the tail end of winter. bahhh no im obviously not meant to be with any of the boys in the world, but. i guess im lucky that i was in love once. and now this is punishment for screwing that up. oh well, oh well. fruity pebbles for me..