Sunday, December 14, 2003
... remember when i said i i love you, well forget it, i take it back. i was just a stupid kid back then. i take back every word that i said ...
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im watching snl. elijah wood is hosting. i like the name elijah for a boy. i also LOVE jacob and jonas. and jeremy. not that i'll be having any kids any time soon. candaces sister is pregnant, and we talked about names, so its on my mind. i think that when i do have kids, i will pull hard for "jacob" for a boy, though. rally round the name! anyway. i never really put any thought into girls names, but i like collette. i also like jenna and gwendolyn. and genevieve. kinda.. i like a lot of old names.
im bored. boo. my throat is sore. i'll probably get the flu. the flu gods will strike me down for mocking the flu shot, and saying that its unnecessary bc people have lived with the flu this long, and it sucks, but it passes and.. yah. i will be struck ill for my missayings.
it took me so long to get to work this morning. the G train hung out in the 21st - van alst station for like 15 minutes. the conductor was like "there are two G trains in the pocket at court square, and we're waiting for one to cross." so i waited and waited for this mythical train to cross ahead of us.. and finally it did, there was a southbound train so we could clear, but we roll in and guess what? no trains. NO TRAINS. that means there was only ONE in the pocket. i was kind of mad. then i just missed the E and it was FREEZING down there, and i guess the G trains were backed up due to that mythical train, and like four trains came in before the E did, so there were a lot of people on the platform. at 8:30 on a saturday morning! i was shocked. i didnt think so many people would be out at what i thought to be a wholly ungodly hour. but there were, and there were many.
ugh i cant think right now. i wanted to write before but i got sidetracked in being half asleep on the couch. i had a fabulous evening in front of the tv. i watched bob barker's 80th bday price is right, then i watched hack, then i watched the district. they were ok. police dramas. then the news, where i learned that tomorrow is expected to bring wet weather. i have to go to the bodega and get some cherry cokes, and i guess maybe i'll pass through the grocery store also, bc i am not going to newark in a nor'easter. nope nope nope. fuck the library, bro. i cant think of what i wanna eat though. im thinking mashed potatoes maybe. im not sure yet, i might have to be at the store and get inspired to cook something wonderful. i wish i could make the potato soup, but i dont want to half it.. im going to make it for christmas, so i think i can wait a week and a half for my soup. i kinda wanna get some yogurts. and snack like things, bc i'm always hungry. maybe some soup. mmm, soup. i love groceries. if i won a large sum of money, the first place i would go would be the grocery store, and i would buy a ton of cherry coke and junk food. and i would love it.
oh no, showtime at the apollo is on. i HATE HATE HATE the host. i hate her, i hate her. i really liked it when the dude hosted, but this woman is simply outrageous and obnoxious and irritating and i hate how she flaunts her fat. i mean. i guess its good that she thinks shes beautiful and all, but i dont wanna see the folds, ok? ok.
i want a new tattoo. i want an aries. im also thinking about getting a word in cyrillic on my lower back. but i wouldnt tell anyone what it meant. it would be my secret. HA. well i guess if they spoke russian they would be able to read it. but not the average person. cos the only other people i know who speak russian are steve, antonia and grover. and i think out of those three, only grover is fluent. i thought i would only get this one, but no. i might be addicted. i kinda want to get something that will require work, but.. i dunno, im so basic. not that thats a bad thing, i dont mean im basic like boring, but my life is very.. i cant think of the word to describe it. but basic tattoos feel right for me. i mean, i love intricate designs on boys, but i dont want a sleeve for myself. i also want to get my tattoo fixed, bc the red on the right side is more dark and vibrant on the right side. it looks like she missed some spots on the left side, and its kinda weird. id also like the bottom right line to get thickened, and to round out the top left side. i kind of like it demented like this, too, though. that was the point, to have an imperfect heart to wear on my sleeve. just like real life.
i talked to my friend chris, who is in the community service project, tonight, and he said that when i learn guitar, we should start a band with the illustrious jamie gates. i said YAH YAH! more incentive for me to learn! we would just need a drummer. chris said we should jam when i learn. i think i will suck at it, but bart is gonna teach me, and he is quite patient, so maybe it will go well. bc i am certainly impatient. and i am also cold.
i need a shower. that would be so nice. but im going to bed shortly, so i dont wanna go to bed with a wet head. and candace is sleeping, so i dont wanna dry my hair. i'll save my shower for after i go out in the rain tomorrow, i think. the rain/snow/sleet, rather. depending on what time i go. i'm only travelling in a four block radius, so it won't be too bad. but its supposed to be wicked windy like, which is boo. certainly. maybe i'll call ryan. if he's around, he can DRIVE me to keyfood! but he is mister anti-social-in-love-boy. bah to people in love, i say. bah.
i hate when boys have a soprano voice. like this guy, he was last years winner of the amatuer contest on apollo. jayro something. he's wearing awful shoes, also. and channel 4 just magically disappeared into blue screen. peculiar. ooh i think ER is on. like i need to get drawn into television. but i dont wanna go to bed quite yet. im almost out of cherry coke so i should go to bed soon or else suffer thirst.
anyway my legs hurt so im gonna go to bed now. or just watch tv and see if anyone interesting pops online. hmm....
a l k a l i n e t r i o
im watching snl. elijah wood is hosting. i like the name elijah for a boy. i also LOVE jacob and jonas. and jeremy. not that i'll be having any kids any time soon. candaces sister is pregnant, and we talked about names, so its on my mind. i think that when i do have kids, i will pull hard for "jacob" for a boy, though. rally round the name! anyway. i never really put any thought into girls names, but i like collette. i also like jenna and gwendolyn. and genevieve. kinda.. i like a lot of old names.
im bored. boo. my throat is sore. i'll probably get the flu. the flu gods will strike me down for mocking the flu shot, and saying that its unnecessary bc people have lived with the flu this long, and it sucks, but it passes and.. yah. i will be struck ill for my missayings.
it took me so long to get to work this morning. the G train hung out in the 21st - van alst station for like 15 minutes. the conductor was like "there are two G trains in the pocket at court square, and we're waiting for one to cross." so i waited and waited for this mythical train to cross ahead of us.. and finally it did, there was a southbound train so we could clear, but we roll in and guess what? no trains. NO TRAINS. that means there was only ONE in the pocket. i was kind of mad. then i just missed the E and it was FREEZING down there, and i guess the G trains were backed up due to that mythical train, and like four trains came in before the E did, so there were a lot of people on the platform. at 8:30 on a saturday morning! i was shocked. i didnt think so many people would be out at what i thought to be a wholly ungodly hour. but there were, and there were many.
ugh i cant think right now. i wanted to write before but i got sidetracked in being half asleep on the couch. i had a fabulous evening in front of the tv. i watched bob barker's 80th bday price is right, then i watched hack, then i watched the district. they were ok. police dramas. then the news, where i learned that tomorrow is expected to bring wet weather. i have to go to the bodega and get some cherry cokes, and i guess maybe i'll pass through the grocery store also, bc i am not going to newark in a nor'easter. nope nope nope. fuck the library, bro. i cant think of what i wanna eat though. im thinking mashed potatoes maybe. im not sure yet, i might have to be at the store and get inspired to cook something wonderful. i wish i could make the potato soup, but i dont want to half it.. im going to make it for christmas, so i think i can wait a week and a half for my soup. i kinda wanna get some yogurts. and snack like things, bc i'm always hungry. maybe some soup. mmm, soup. i love groceries. if i won a large sum of money, the first place i would go would be the grocery store, and i would buy a ton of cherry coke and junk food. and i would love it.
oh no, showtime at the apollo is on. i HATE HATE HATE the host. i hate her, i hate her. i really liked it when the dude hosted, but this woman is simply outrageous and obnoxious and irritating and i hate how she flaunts her fat. i mean. i guess its good that she thinks shes beautiful and all, but i dont wanna see the folds, ok? ok.
i want a new tattoo. i want an aries. im also thinking about getting a word in cyrillic on my lower back. but i wouldnt tell anyone what it meant. it would be my secret. HA. well i guess if they spoke russian they would be able to read it. but not the average person. cos the only other people i know who speak russian are steve, antonia and grover. and i think out of those three, only grover is fluent. i thought i would only get this one, but no. i might be addicted. i kinda want to get something that will require work, but.. i dunno, im so basic. not that thats a bad thing, i dont mean im basic like boring, but my life is very.. i cant think of the word to describe it. but basic tattoos feel right for me. i mean, i love intricate designs on boys, but i dont want a sleeve for myself. i also want to get my tattoo fixed, bc the red on the right side is more dark and vibrant on the right side. it looks like she missed some spots on the left side, and its kinda weird. id also like the bottom right line to get thickened, and to round out the top left side. i kind of like it demented like this, too, though. that was the point, to have an imperfect heart to wear on my sleeve. just like real life.
i talked to my friend chris, who is in the community service project, tonight, and he said that when i learn guitar, we should start a band with the illustrious jamie gates. i said YAH YAH! more incentive for me to learn! we would just need a drummer. chris said we should jam when i learn. i think i will suck at it, but bart is gonna teach me, and he is quite patient, so maybe it will go well. bc i am certainly impatient. and i am also cold.
i need a shower. that would be so nice. but im going to bed shortly, so i dont wanna go to bed with a wet head. and candace is sleeping, so i dont wanna dry my hair. i'll save my shower for after i go out in the rain tomorrow, i think. the rain/snow/sleet, rather. depending on what time i go. i'm only travelling in a four block radius, so it won't be too bad. but its supposed to be wicked windy like, which is boo. certainly. maybe i'll call ryan. if he's around, he can DRIVE me to keyfood! but he is mister anti-social-in-love-boy. bah to people in love, i say. bah.
i hate when boys have a soprano voice. like this guy, he was last years winner of the amatuer contest on apollo. jayro something. he's wearing awful shoes, also. and channel 4 just magically disappeared into blue screen. peculiar. ooh i think ER is on. like i need to get drawn into television. but i dont wanna go to bed quite yet. im almost out of cherry coke so i should go to bed soon or else suffer thirst.
anyway my legs hurt so im gonna go to bed now. or just watch tv and see if anyone interesting pops online. hmm....
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