Monday, December 15, 2003
http://www.fotolog.net/all_photos.html?t=470&p=11&user=neckface
you must go to this webpage and understand my obsession with neckface. i started noticing them last year when i lived in williamsburg, and then i started noticing them all over the city. in september, sean bought me a disposable camera and we wandered around chelsea/the village/the LES, and took pics of neckface's. i have to get the roll developed still. too broke, boo. or maybe i already got them. i think i might have. it might be the roll in my regular camera that needs to be developed. both rolls had pics from kims bday on them.
so we are going out to parrrty saturday night. i hope i am in the mood to drink. im thinking no. but i shall. because we must celebrate the end of the semester and rejoice in the noschoolness of it all.
i ate so much today. like ALL the groceries i bought except what i got for tonights dinner. candace never came home (surprise, surprise), but i had made brownies. so i ate them too. my back hurts and i feel gorged. i talked to mike for a while online, then kim called and i babbled with her for some time.. came back to aol, talked to mike some more, talked to john and jesse. i was snowbound. i need me a man, someone who amazes me. someone who makes me wanna go out and do things and not sit in and watch the late movie on channel 7. i just watched two small voices, which was a true story of two women who had breast implants gone awry. before that, i watched secret santa, which was a tv movie starring jennie garth.. it was my plan to watch national lampoons xmas vacation, but the capture of saddam overpowered the channel and they forewent the movie for coverage. its not like the iraqi people are going to miraculously stop resisting imperialism now that saddam has been caught. seriously. they'll keep rebelling. duh.
im kinda sleepy. the enigma was online before, for like 2 hours, but he never sent me a message. i dont know what to make of it anymore. well kind of i do. he probably feels badly about what happened thanksgiving eve, and now hes avoiding me. i should have known. our friendship can never be compatable with him having a girlfriend, so i just have to let go. which i pretty much am doing. i havent got much to say about it, though i feel so much. but why put it into empty words? i know what i feel, i know what i think, and you dont have to understand.
kim gave me my work schedule for the weekend. im supposed to open for brunch again sat am, which i am going to protest, seeing as im closing fri night. i cant handle it. i have a sun am shift which im going to give away so i can go xmas shopping with candace. that is, if she still wants to, bc she NEVER comes home anymore. i need to go to bed soon, kimberly is calling me at like 1030 to make sure i get up and go to the library. i hope its busy tomorrow. i need to make some money. im in the bar, which is a plus.. bar 6. i have 3 booths, so that should be mildly profitable. i'd like to make $100. i need to have xmas money! :) im working on the 23rd at 430. i figure maybe ill go straight to li afterward. i think my mom will be awake, since she'll be preparing for the christmas festivities.
did i say before that i talked to my mom? well, i did. and she told me i should see pearl harbor. and i asked wasnt josh hartnett in that.. and we mutually swooned over his beauty. i told her that kim and i want to stalk him, and she was like "why arent you?!" then she was like "you dont even have to stalk him, just track him down and trip on the sidewalk in front of him." ahaha. ways to make josh hartnett fall in love with me. i think he moved back to minnesota though, or missouri, or wherever hes from. boo..
my face is itchy, and the heat is making me feel icky. i think im sleepy. even though i only woke up 12 hours ago. ill just lay in my bed till i fall asleep. which might take a while, i suppose. but im ready. my eyes are a wee bit droopy, and tv holds no wonder for me tonight. i want to give away my tuesday shift, also. that way i can also work on my paper then. i really need to bang out this research and my paper. i cant be slacking any longer. im being very random right now, my subjects arent divided, im not catagorizing separate thoughts into separate paragraphs.. i also need to starve myself for about 6 weeks after all this eating ive done in the past week or so. ill be sorry when i dont fit in any of my pants. this actress just said, "shes from a small town off the coast of miami" when describing her character. off the coast of miami? is there an island there? bah. maybe up the coast from, or something, but not off the coast. get it right.
i think ive smoked 90 thousand cigarettes today. im so bad with them. i want to cut down but im so impulsive, i just dont think before i light up.
i think i miss the enigma right now. like i wish i could get a hug. thats so out of the question though. i have to avoid him at all costs, i need to move on, because like ive said before, i cant keep falling in love.. its not fair anymore, not like it ever really was..
i shall sleep....
you must go to this webpage and understand my obsession with neckface. i started noticing them last year when i lived in williamsburg, and then i started noticing them all over the city. in september, sean bought me a disposable camera and we wandered around chelsea/the village/the LES, and took pics of neckface's. i have to get the roll developed still. too broke, boo. or maybe i already got them. i think i might have. it might be the roll in my regular camera that needs to be developed. both rolls had pics from kims bday on them.
so we are going out to parrrty saturday night. i hope i am in the mood to drink. im thinking no. but i shall. because we must celebrate the end of the semester and rejoice in the noschoolness of it all.
i ate so much today. like ALL the groceries i bought except what i got for tonights dinner. candace never came home (surprise, surprise), but i had made brownies. so i ate them too. my back hurts and i feel gorged. i talked to mike for a while online, then kim called and i babbled with her for some time.. came back to aol, talked to mike some more, talked to john and jesse. i was snowbound. i need me a man, someone who amazes me. someone who makes me wanna go out and do things and not sit in and watch the late movie on channel 7. i just watched two small voices, which was a true story of two women who had breast implants gone awry. before that, i watched secret santa, which was a tv movie starring jennie garth.. it was my plan to watch national lampoons xmas vacation, but the capture of saddam overpowered the channel and they forewent the movie for coverage. its not like the iraqi people are going to miraculously stop resisting imperialism now that saddam has been caught. seriously. they'll keep rebelling. duh.
im kinda sleepy. the enigma was online before, for like 2 hours, but he never sent me a message. i dont know what to make of it anymore. well kind of i do. he probably feels badly about what happened thanksgiving eve, and now hes avoiding me. i should have known. our friendship can never be compatable with him having a girlfriend, so i just have to let go. which i pretty much am doing. i havent got much to say about it, though i feel so much. but why put it into empty words? i know what i feel, i know what i think, and you dont have to understand.
kim gave me my work schedule for the weekend. im supposed to open for brunch again sat am, which i am going to protest, seeing as im closing fri night. i cant handle it. i have a sun am shift which im going to give away so i can go xmas shopping with candace. that is, if she still wants to, bc she NEVER comes home anymore. i need to go to bed soon, kimberly is calling me at like 1030 to make sure i get up and go to the library. i hope its busy tomorrow. i need to make some money. im in the bar, which is a plus.. bar 6. i have 3 booths, so that should be mildly profitable. i'd like to make $100. i need to have xmas money! :) im working on the 23rd at 430. i figure maybe ill go straight to li afterward. i think my mom will be awake, since she'll be preparing for the christmas festivities.
did i say before that i talked to my mom? well, i did. and she told me i should see pearl harbor. and i asked wasnt josh hartnett in that.. and we mutually swooned over his beauty. i told her that kim and i want to stalk him, and she was like "why arent you?!" then she was like "you dont even have to stalk him, just track him down and trip on the sidewalk in front of him." ahaha. ways to make josh hartnett fall in love with me. i think he moved back to minnesota though, or missouri, or wherever hes from. boo..
my face is itchy, and the heat is making me feel icky. i think im sleepy. even though i only woke up 12 hours ago. ill just lay in my bed till i fall asleep. which might take a while, i suppose. but im ready. my eyes are a wee bit droopy, and tv holds no wonder for me tonight. i want to give away my tuesday shift, also. that way i can also work on my paper then. i really need to bang out this research and my paper. i cant be slacking any longer. im being very random right now, my subjects arent divided, im not catagorizing separate thoughts into separate paragraphs.. i also need to starve myself for about 6 weeks after all this eating ive done in the past week or so. ill be sorry when i dont fit in any of my pants. this actress just said, "shes from a small town off the coast of miami" when describing her character. off the coast of miami? is there an island there? bah. maybe up the coast from, or something, but not off the coast. get it right.
i think ive smoked 90 thousand cigarettes today. im so bad with them. i want to cut down but im so impulsive, i just dont think before i light up.
i think i miss the enigma right now. like i wish i could get a hug. thats so out of the question though. i have to avoid him at all costs, i need to move on, because like ive said before, i cant keep falling in love.. its not fair anymore, not like it ever really was..
i shall sleep....
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