Thursday, December 18, 2003
just taking a five second break from my paper.. i feel really good today. i talked to mike last night for like 2.5 hours, and i verbalized a lot of things that i had not really thought about before. we were talking about the enigma, and he said "you know you would drop everything and be like 'ok' if he broke up with his girlfriend and wanted to be with you." but you know what? i wouldnt. bc he tried that once before, and he didnt know what he wanted. and im not doing that again. i'm kind of through being strung along. i think that the conversation we had last night was one of the healthiest dialogues i have participated in for a while. i feel sort of liberated. im through with being the girl you can always feel that you could fall back on. im through being everything you thought i was. im through with you.. for now.
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