is it too late to heal?

i have to go to long island. i need to leave in like 5 minutes. im all packed and ready. i put bring it on in my bag in case the enigma makes an appearance. i also brought 10 things i hate about you, which is another movie intended for teenage girls. either should be good times. im feeling a little nervous right now, slightly anxiety ridden. not especially cool. i hate anxiety, i never know what to do about it. i try to just like drink water and relax. it usually foretells of bad things. we shall see what time brings. my hands are sweaty. the train leaves at 7:14.. so i have almost an hour. i have missed the last two trains i intended to make due to procrastination, though, and also the subway is running on weekend schedule bc of the holiday.. so i'm sure i'll be sorry. the one after that is at 7:34 though, so at least its not an insanely long wait. the lirr is on holiday schedule, too, but for some reason they are running as frequently as during peak.. oooh i should bring batteries! my discman might be running low and the train ride including subway and waiting is like 2 hours. ok i have to leave now or run the risk of having to leave later than i want to.. wish me luck...