is it too late to heal?

im eating reeses pieces. whenever i eat them, i can't stop thinking about the mr. conehead sundae on the kids menu at friendlys. when my parents first got divorced, my dad used to come and pick up my brother and i for dinner one night a week. actually, this practice continued till we were in high school. but anyway, when i was like 7-12, we would always go to the friendlys on middle country road. my brother and i would blow bubbles in our chocolate milk (because dad thought it was funny, but mom would be mad). i got either grilled cheese or a ham and cheese melt.. now that i think about it, we probably stopped going there when i stopped eating meat, since i no longer wanted to have the swiss ham melt thingy. thats when we started going to taco bell so i could get tacos with no meat. but i digress.. i always always got a mr. conehead sundae after dinner. i got chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream.. and i'd dig through it to find the frozen reeses pieces pile at the bottom, like a hidden treasure.. and the fudge that the cone was dipped in.. i can taste it when im eating reeses pieces.