Saturday, January 31, 2004

*my hopes are so high that yr kiss might kill me, so wont you kill me, so i die happy*

its like 8am. i woke up to my phone vibrating, and a message that read "i fucking want you so bad." how am i supposed to go back to sleep now? you had a dream that we were at a play, and i told you to meet me outside, and there were no cars, just one pink limo and we made out. and you told me that it was so good that tried to go back to sleep, but that you had to go to work and that you couldnt stop thinking about it. soooo hot. if anyone else sent me a text message at 7:30 am, i would be pissed. but since it was you, and yr hot, and i adore you, i dont mind. im fucking exhausted. i only fell asleep at like 3:30. i have to work all day. if i go back to sleep, i can sleep two more hours. how will i sleep, knowing that you want me, and i want you, and you said im hot. well, i am, but its way hotter to hear it from you. you said you think you'll be able to see me this week. im like please please please please. we can just lay together with our bellies touching. thats the most endearing thing.. when we are cuddling, and im rubbing yr belly, and you pull up our shirts, ever so slightly, and our skin touches.. warm and soft and.. its our thing. no one has ever derived so much pleasure from the feel of my skin before, and ive never tingled from the feel of someones belly against mine. we could stop there, we could not even go further than making out, and i would be way happy to just have yr belly against mine. i remember in march, when our physical relationship started, and i was telling kim about it.. and i remember telling her "he has this thing for putting his belly against mine. its so unusual, but its soo hot." she laughed at me. its the one of the things that never changes, no matter where we are or what we're doing, you never fail to do it. so adorable. i cant wait to see you, to put my arms around you and feel the warmth of yr skin.. *sigh*

lets try to go back to sleep, shall we? perhaps you'll visit me in my dreams, since im always visiting you. and perhaps itll be a reallllllly hot dream, instead of being bitten by yr venomous squirrel...
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