is it too late to heal?

sunday again. feel like i just wrote that. why does it feel like its always sunday?

anyway. worked today. money was alright, i had some really high checks, which helped out. it was an easy day, it wasn't busy, there was a lot of time to socialize. it was me, kim, derek, gino, shaena, and juan. not a bad crowd. lots of banter, being silly, whatnot. after work kim and i went to k-mart, she bought a mattress pad that warms the bed bc she claims her apartment is subzero. then we went to this health food grocery store, which sucked, but we found what i needed for dinner, and we went home. we kinda talked about the whole baxter issue, but not really my side of things, more her side. basically she told me about it, what happened, etc, you know girl talk. so tomorrow we're having lunch also, and i guess i'll bring up the whole thing about does she trust me.. and why she didnt tell me and all that. so anyway, i got home and i made baked ziti and garlic bread for ryan's birthday, which was tuesday. we listened to cursive and he played duck hunt. then we ate dinner, and after that we had a dr mario competition. i did really well, considering he's the master. i swept him one round. we played best three out of five, and we went to five. we listened to the new thursday, and agreed that its overwritten and awful. which kinda of upset me, bc i loooove full collapse. and now here i am!

i got a message from the enigma while i was at work, he said that he just remembered that his moms bday i tuesday, and hes taking her out to dinner, so he wouldn't be able to make it, but that he would try to monday though. so.. maybe tomorrow.. im not gonna get my hopes up, thats for sure. i think this week will probably pass by without getting to hang out with him, but who knows. at least i saw him for a few minutes on friday. should be good for another month and a half..