is it too late to heal?

took a shower, ate some oatmeal. my lungs hurt. sometimes my mind starts fashioning what might be wrong with them. maybe its bronchitis, or some other pulmonary infliction. its probably just the cold. i have to give up smoking out doors for the time being.

im cold. waiting for candace to get back. she went to meet michelle to go to mcdonalds. then we're gonna watch queer as folk. i dont think i can do a marathon session tonight. sooooo sleepy. i had tentative plans to hang out with mike, but i think i'm not feeling socializing tonight. in fact, i dont even feel like writing this. so byebye.