Wednesday, February 25, 2004
*and if you ever said you miss me then dont say you never lied*
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blah blaaaaahh.. i deleted all the adware from my computer today. it took me a good four hours. then i got a pop up blocker. so hopefully my computer is now in better health, cos im tired of the pop ups! i think i have more bad files, but i cant figure out how to learn if these weird programs on my machine are adware or necessary.
still sad. i cried in therapy today i was just talking out loud and ennumerating all these things that were stressing me out, and she was saying that i was thinking so far into the future that i was having anxiety over things that are like five months away. we didnt even get up to talking about the enigma and how sad he makes me.. he didnt even come up, it was like i was so obsessed with everything else that all the sudden it was 12:47 and i had to go. so i feel like i have unresolved shit that i didnt get to talk about, and my next session isnt till next thursday. i had to change my session bc.... I HAVE A JOB INTERVIEW! at rockville centre high school, whatever its called. at 8:45am on tuesday. i have to leave at like 7am, its gonna be rough. i dont think i want to work there, its way far from where i want to live, but we shall see..
anyway. im out. im sad.
*so call 911. im already dead but someone should be caught and held responsible for this bloody mess.*
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blah blaaaaahh.. i deleted all the adware from my computer today. it took me a good four hours. then i got a pop up blocker. so hopefully my computer is now in better health, cos im tired of the pop ups! i think i have more bad files, but i cant figure out how to learn if these weird programs on my machine are adware or necessary.
still sad. i cried in therapy today i was just talking out loud and ennumerating all these things that were stressing me out, and she was saying that i was thinking so far into the future that i was having anxiety over things that are like five months away. we didnt even get up to talking about the enigma and how sad he makes me.. he didnt even come up, it was like i was so obsessed with everything else that all the sudden it was 12:47 and i had to go. so i feel like i have unresolved shit that i didnt get to talk about, and my next session isnt till next thursday. i had to change my session bc.... I HAVE A JOB INTERVIEW! at rockville centre high school, whatever its called. at 8:45am on tuesday. i have to leave at like 7am, its gonna be rough. i dont think i want to work there, its way far from where i want to live, but we shall see..
anyway. im out. im sad.
*so call 911. im already dead but someone should be caught and held responsible for this bloody mess.*
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