Friday, February 13, 2004
*back and forth, i sway with the wind, resolution slips away again. right through my fingers, back into my heart, where it's out of reach and it's in the dark.. sometimes i think im blind or i may be just paralyzed. because the plot thickens every day and the pieces of my puzzle keep crumblin' away, but i know, there's a picture beneath.. indecision clouds my vision, no one listens... because im somewhere in between my love and my agony you see, im somewhere in between.. my life is falling to pieces. somebody put me together.
layin face down on the ground, my fingers in my ears to block the sound, my eyes shut tight to avoid the sight anticipating the end, losing the will to fight.. droplets of "yes" and "no" in an ocean of "maybe".. from the bottom, it looks like a steep incline, from the top, another downhill slope of mine, but i know, the equilibrium's there.. indecision clouds my vision no one listens because im somewhere in between my love and my agony you see, im somewhere in between.. my life is falling to pieces.. somebody put me together*
faith no more. (sooo not a one hit wonder! also, remember the boing-y sounds from that song? soo good.)
blah blah blah blah blah. you ever get tired of listening to someone? i do. but for some reason i can rarely get myself to tell them to shut up unless i genuinely do not like the person. so if its a friend, and im tired of listening, i usually just tune out. this has been happening a lot lately. i havent really been talking about the enigma bc im tired of all the negative things my friends say about it. so i just pretend nothing is going on. and i guess since i never have anything to say anymore, ppl think thats an invitation to blah blah blah about shit i could care less about. *sigh*
oh. and its friday the 13th.. spooooooooky.
so im really sick. have i mentioned this? i hadnt been sick since APRIL. i thought i would make it through the whole winter, but noooo.. the cold caught me. and now i feel like poo. its like the sinuses on the left side of me. the left side of my throat hurts, the left side of my nose is all stopped up/runny (which i never understand.. if its stuffy, how can it also be runny at the same time? what exactly is going on up there?!?!).. i dont like to take medicine, but i went to rite aid before and got some sudafed and nyquil, and i went to the grocery store to insure that i could be sorta healthy in my eating habits. lots of OJ. mm. i might OD on vitamin C. i heard that yr pee turns orange if you drink a way lot of vitamin C. maybe ill moniter it. ahahaha riiiight.
ok. well. my head is exploding so maybe ill indulge in the nyquil and do some sleeping. i have to do laundry tomorrow, since the higher ups will be at the restaurant tomorrow and i dont wanna hear it if i have sour cream on my apron. no way jose. xoxo
layin face down on the ground, my fingers in my ears to block the sound, my eyes shut tight to avoid the sight anticipating the end, losing the will to fight.. droplets of "yes" and "no" in an ocean of "maybe".. from the bottom, it looks like a steep incline, from the top, another downhill slope of mine, but i know, the equilibrium's there.. indecision clouds my vision no one listens because im somewhere in between my love and my agony you see, im somewhere in between.. my life is falling to pieces.. somebody put me together*
faith no more. (sooo not a one hit wonder! also, remember the boing-y sounds from that song? soo good.)
blah blah blah blah blah. you ever get tired of listening to someone? i do. but for some reason i can rarely get myself to tell them to shut up unless i genuinely do not like the person. so if its a friend, and im tired of listening, i usually just tune out. this has been happening a lot lately. i havent really been talking about the enigma bc im tired of all the negative things my friends say about it. so i just pretend nothing is going on. and i guess since i never have anything to say anymore, ppl think thats an invitation to blah blah blah about shit i could care less about. *sigh*
oh. and its friday the 13th.. spooooooooky.
so im really sick. have i mentioned this? i hadnt been sick since APRIL. i thought i would make it through the whole winter, but noooo.. the cold caught me. and now i feel like poo. its like the sinuses on the left side of me. the left side of my throat hurts, the left side of my nose is all stopped up/runny (which i never understand.. if its stuffy, how can it also be runny at the same time? what exactly is going on up there?!?!).. i dont like to take medicine, but i went to rite aid before and got some sudafed and nyquil, and i went to the grocery store to insure that i could be sorta healthy in my eating habits. lots of OJ. mm. i might OD on vitamin C. i heard that yr pee turns orange if you drink a way lot of vitamin C. maybe ill moniter it. ahahaha riiiight.
ok. well. my head is exploding so maybe ill indulge in the nyquil and do some sleeping. i have to do laundry tomorrow, since the higher ups will be at the restaurant tomorrow and i dont wanna hear it if i have sour cream on my apron. no way jose. xoxo
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