is it too late to heal?

im soo failing my horoscope today. i got up at 12:45, and i lost my bid on eBay.. if i'd gotten up like 15 minutes earlier, i'd have been up in time to bid again. but the same thing is in auction from another seller, and that auction ends at 8:15pm, so i'll be on top of that. i was thinking i should have probably waited till the last minute to bid.. cos its just a magazine and i dont think i should be bidding more than like $3 for it.

i feel like crap, sort of. i wanna crawl back into my bed. my belly is bothering me, and im really groggy. my head feels heavy. i think i slept like 9 hours.. not too many. i went to bed at 3ish.. i dont remember looking at the clock, though i might have. i know i listened to the swiss army romance, and the last song i remember hearing was "again i go unnoticed" which is towards the end of the cd. i know this, bc i remember thinking "well, its almost over, gonna have to start over." i had a little bit of trouble falling asleep due to the fact that i was a) reading helter skelter, b) watched that scary movie with the enigma the other day, which wasnt really scary, but when i closed my eyes, i'd see the scary monster people, and c) candace wasnt home. so maybe i fell asleep by 3:45? i had my alarm set for 9:25am, bc thats when i thought my auction ended (but it was PST, so i really had till 1230).. i dont remember it going off. i figure it must have, since i had my cell set, and the little alarm icon isnt there anymore. weird. i woke up around 8:30, and then again at 11.. then i finally woke up for good around 1230. so about 9 hours.

anyway. i sent the enigma a message. havent heard from him. boo. but thats ok, hes not my man, i dont need him to respond. time for crossing over.. maybe ill come back later.