is it too late to heal?

ok. kim wants to go to maine this weekend to see her bro and sister bc her brother is doing so well and blah blah, and she might not see her sis again till august but i REALLLLLY need to work on my thesis this weekend, im so behind, i was supposed to have the research done like 2 weeks ago, my first draft is due in like 2-3 weeks and im freaking out bc my thesis has to be approved and submitted to the deans office by may 1.. thats 8 weeks! which in actuality leaves me about 24 days, 16 only of which i'd be able to dedicate the *entire* day to my thesis. i failed on saturday so i really had to do it this week, but she like begged me to take her shift last night, and today she emailed me like all begging MORE saying like how much it would mean to her, and how badly i know she needs to get away for a wee bit.. but no one ever picks up my shifts when i wanna not work for a few days, you know? and there were some times when i really wanted to do something, but she didnt pick up my shifts, so im like.. well, should i be a good friend and just work on my thesis sunday?

well. ok. a good thing has come out of this ranting.. im going to attept to give away my sunday morning, that way i can work a double on saturday and have off sunday, and spent all day sunday on it.

off to therapy...