is it too late to heal?

*the rain was there to wash away my tears. i wanted to be them, but instead i destroyed myself*
sunny day real estate.

so sleepy.. i went to bed at like 140 last night, not even late, and i fell right asleep. i was asleep when mike called around 2.. it woke me up but i was confused.. id only fallen asleep like half hour before, and i thought it was my alarm.. then i slept fitfully all night. woke up at 945 and decided to forego cleanliness to sleep for another half hour.. i worked a double, it was WAY slow today. the vents broke in the kitchen at like midnight, and the restuarant filled with smoke. i started running around being like "my dream come true! chevy's en fuego!" so they had to close upstairs due to smoke, which was good cos i went home. now im here with very little to say, seeing as chevys has occupied the last three days of my life and im fuckin exhausted. im chatting with mike now, i was on the phone with my momma for a while before. i need to take out my contacts.

so i guess thats it. i bought some dye, but i dont think tonight is the night. maybe tomorrow, maybe thursday. who knows.

i need to meet a boy! i just want someone to crush on. it doesnt even have to be serious or go anywhere. i wish i was one of those outgoing types.. cos i see hottt boys on the G train all the time (greenpoint and williamsburg are home to some hoooootttttt boys!), but like, im not gonna go up to some random man on the subway and be like "hi, im gille, i think yr hot, do you have a girlfriend?" no.

anyway that about wraps it up. im going to go listen to mike babble about his potential internet girlfriends now.