Tuesday, March 30, 2004
*sunshines in the bedroom when we play.. the raining always starts when you go away*
nirvana
ooooh you silly boy. silly silly boy. im not supposed to see you, but alas. you have suckered me into doing so. its almost like you didnt reply to my message last night just so you could respond this morning at 7:45 (!!!) in continuation of last nights convo. so yah. we picked up where we left off.. and yr so.. i dont even know. you wanna see me friday. how.. predictable, seeing as yr leaving for tour that day. but yr being adorable. fuckin. ugh. yah. so. you wanna come by and cuddle on friday for a few hours. we have decided to resist each other for as long as possible. which will be hard, seeing as my hormones will be like "mmm.. you love this boy!" ive been initiating making out lately. can i kiss him when he gets here? making out is off limits. but a kiss hello? is that ok? he thinks that itll be way hotter if we hold out. but for how long? till right before you have to go? till you get back from tour? im sooo down for a sex free day.. im allllll about the cuddles.. but. can i resist? or will i start rubbing yr belly? awww.. yr belly.. last time you were here, you said you were fat. but yr not, not really.. you just have a cute fat belly. its way hot. sigh. so fridays meeting depends on a plethora of conditions.. you have to pack tonight, you have to cancel yr dentist appointment, you have to wake up early on yr day off - which is a strange condition on a number of levels.. since a) *you* suggested we see each other at that time, and b) yr going on TOUR, you dont have to get up early for the whole time. i suggested you just come out thurs night and have all night cuddles, but you vetoed that, as yr playing in NJ that night before and are not going to want to drive back here after. boo. well anyway. we shall see if things actually do transpire.. im not counting my chickens.. but i do want to see him, i do want to cuddle, and by god, i wanna make out. grr. must practice self control....
so yah anyway. therapy was ok today. it was kinda boring i was like 5 minutes late, and she asked about my thesis, which is sooo not what i wanted to talk about. so i changed the subject to el enigma, and she shook her head at me. oops.
went to rutgers, got the paperwork i needed to file. filed said paperwork. i have to do some emailing tonight, i have to ask some professors if they will do orals with me. dr. basch will be in NY the week of the 12th, so i reallllllly need to get it done then, cos she taught gender and i could so ace my orals with her, jan (colonial american! i took a PhD course with her, and i loved it!), and dr. satter.. that way i wouldnt have to study too hard. and we all know how much i hate studying, so that works.
ok. well i need to get to work on el thesis. its almost 6 now, and im gonna be in trouble. uuugh. id like to terminate transmissions with the enigma before i get into it, but there goes my phone vibrating.. we shall see. perhaps more later. of course more later, who am i kidding?
nirvana
ooooh you silly boy. silly silly boy. im not supposed to see you, but alas. you have suckered me into doing so. its almost like you didnt reply to my message last night just so you could respond this morning at 7:45 (!!!) in continuation of last nights convo. so yah. we picked up where we left off.. and yr so.. i dont even know. you wanna see me friday. how.. predictable, seeing as yr leaving for tour that day. but yr being adorable. fuckin. ugh. yah. so. you wanna come by and cuddle on friday for a few hours. we have decided to resist each other for as long as possible. which will be hard, seeing as my hormones will be like "mmm.. you love this boy!" ive been initiating making out lately. can i kiss him when he gets here? making out is off limits. but a kiss hello? is that ok? he thinks that itll be way hotter if we hold out. but for how long? till right before you have to go? till you get back from tour? im sooo down for a sex free day.. im allllll about the cuddles.. but. can i resist? or will i start rubbing yr belly? awww.. yr belly.. last time you were here, you said you were fat. but yr not, not really.. you just have a cute fat belly. its way hot. sigh. so fridays meeting depends on a plethora of conditions.. you have to pack tonight, you have to cancel yr dentist appointment, you have to wake up early on yr day off - which is a strange condition on a number of levels.. since a) *you* suggested we see each other at that time, and b) yr going on TOUR, you dont have to get up early for the whole time. i suggested you just come out thurs night and have all night cuddles, but you vetoed that, as yr playing in NJ that night before and are not going to want to drive back here after. boo. well anyway. we shall see if things actually do transpire.. im not counting my chickens.. but i do want to see him, i do want to cuddle, and by god, i wanna make out. grr. must practice self control....
so yah anyway. therapy was ok today. it was kinda boring i was like 5 minutes late, and she asked about my thesis, which is sooo not what i wanted to talk about. so i changed the subject to el enigma, and she shook her head at me. oops.
went to rutgers, got the paperwork i needed to file. filed said paperwork. i have to do some emailing tonight, i have to ask some professors if they will do orals with me. dr. basch will be in NY the week of the 12th, so i reallllllly need to get it done then, cos she taught gender and i could so ace my orals with her, jan (colonial american! i took a PhD course with her, and i loved it!), and dr. satter.. that way i wouldnt have to study too hard. and we all know how much i hate studying, so that works.
ok. well i need to get to work on el thesis. its almost 6 now, and im gonna be in trouble. uuugh. id like to terminate transmissions with the enigma before i get into it, but there goes my phone vibrating.. we shall see. perhaps more later. of course more later, who am i kidding?
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