is it too late to heal?

*you almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines.. you almost made me cry again this time.. another false alarm, red flashing lights, well this time im not going to watch myslef die. i think i made it a game to play yr game and let myself cry, i buried myself alive on the inside, so i could shut you out and let you go away for a long time...*
the used.

im watching snl. im so tired. i almost cant wait till its over so i can go to bed! i came home from work at 7, ate some macaroni and cheese.. watched the ethan hawke version of hamlet. i was kind of hoping it would be a modern version of hamlet, like "o" but no. i have a hard time keeping my attention on a movie when its in olde english. that was my problem with watching romeo and juliet. i have to pay so much attention to the dialogue and sometimes i cant figure it out and i get lost. so i fell asleep for an hour. like in and out of sleep.

i kinda want a pickle. i got the half sour ones. not as good as the sour ones. maybe ill chop up a green pepper and eat it with salad dressing, mybe ill have salad. hmmm....