Tuesday, April 27, 2004
*i dont want to be seen as a pretty thing. cos its the pretty things that we're always breaking*
cursive.
im sleepy. im way psyched to see cursive this week and i really hope i dont see stupid girl there again. she needs to catch fire. i need to listen to the ugly organ to get pumped, since thats what they played mostly last time.. bc i guess greta the cellist gets bored when they play old songs? who knows. i want fairy tales!! greta is IN that. no excuses. i should like, email cursive ahahaha. imagine?
zzzzz.. im talking to twon and i dont wanna go to sleep. i like keeping him company while he is working, and we have fun conversations. all the good ones are taken lol.
oh so one of those monster size roaches invaded my home before, at like 145am. walking along the wall with its weird big legs. how the fuck do roaches transcend gravity? i was very upset. ALL the lights are on right now. the hall light, the kitchen light, the living room... and it was ballsy, just came out of the kitchen and into the living room. in the light! and WAY before i usually go to bed. killing it was a fiasco, it was HUGE so it took like 14 sprays of raid before it stopped twitching. and then i had to clean it up, bc my friend candace is a sissy. we agreed to clean up every other one we saw (we've had four in the 9 months we have been here.. the super said they are in the basement and they come up when the temperature changes. this is unacceptable.), but when it was her turn, she couldnt do it, she freaked out like a frickin girl, and i had to do it. it makes my skin crawl for a good half hour afterward, and the lingering smell of raid always ruins my day.
i talked to the enigma before. he gave me all sorts of encouragement for the orals.. then i asked him if he was free tomorrow, and he didnt respond. so like 2.5 hours later i was like "well either you or the phone gods dont want me to see you.. regardless, ive had a long day and im going to bed. night." he was like "did you text me earlier? cos i totally didnt get it" and i was like "yah i asked if you were free tomorrow cos ill be on li, and also ill be there thurs" and he said "oh, i wrote back to that, im going to be in ct tomorrow, i dont know whats going on thursday." way to sound like you want to see me, ass. all i have to do is make myself scarce for like a week, and the week after he'll be messaging me daily telling me he misses me and he wishes i was there, which is bullshit, of course. fucker. im growing thicker each day, and soon i will be over you. HA.
(yah... riiiiiiight....)
anyway. i can still get like 6.5 hours if i go to bed now. i cant wait to go to LI tomorrow, there are no monster size roaches at la casa de mi mama!! i think i will try to borrow a car and go to my dads tomorrow, too. he has some easter candy for me, and i also have a million pairs of jeans at his house.. i have like seriously 15 pairs of jeans that are size 5 or smaller, that i couldnt wear when i gained weight, but im back to a 3/4 now, and i can wear them!!!! which is reallllly exciting bc i have my old angels in there, and my bubblegums.. i had a rad pair of angels that i never got to wear, but i lent them to jan bc she broke her zipper or something junior or sophomore year, and i couldnt fit in them, so i just ended up telling her she could keep my fucking brand new $50 jeans for FREE. well, at least i know better now, dont give people nice things bc they dont appreciate you anyway.
blahh. so anyway, yah, i wanna go to my dads house tomorrow, and i have to call the tattoo place that kurt recommended to see if emily and i can get appointments for thursday. mine is going to have little detail, so i think it shouldnt take long, and they should be able to take me.. i dont know what em is getting, she was saying she might get hers touched up, but i am against that, cos im getting a new one and so should she! my tattoo is just going to be a demented star, blue outline, yellow inside.. and the word "wish" below it. i think i might just get it in english. i was thinking about getting it in cyrillic, but.. i might get it in cursive.. im not sure. i really have to decide. this is important. we shall see.
ok. its like 418 or something, or at least that is what my computer says. and im tired, so i think sleep will come for me now. mmm.. sleep.. goodnight.
cursive.
im sleepy. im way psyched to see cursive this week and i really hope i dont see stupid girl there again. she needs to catch fire. i need to listen to the ugly organ to get pumped, since thats what they played mostly last time.. bc i guess greta the cellist gets bored when they play old songs? who knows. i want fairy tales!! greta is IN that. no excuses. i should like, email cursive ahahaha. imagine?
zzzzz.. im talking to twon and i dont wanna go to sleep. i like keeping him company while he is working, and we have fun conversations. all the good ones are taken lol.
oh so one of those monster size roaches invaded my home before, at like 145am. walking along the wall with its weird big legs. how the fuck do roaches transcend gravity? i was very upset. ALL the lights are on right now. the hall light, the kitchen light, the living room... and it was ballsy, just came out of the kitchen and into the living room. in the light! and WAY before i usually go to bed. killing it was a fiasco, it was HUGE so it took like 14 sprays of raid before it stopped twitching. and then i had to clean it up, bc my friend candace is a sissy. we agreed to clean up every other one we saw (we've had four in the 9 months we have been here.. the super said they are in the basement and they come up when the temperature changes. this is unacceptable.), but when it was her turn, she couldnt do it, she freaked out like a frickin girl, and i had to do it. it makes my skin crawl for a good half hour afterward, and the lingering smell of raid always ruins my day.
i talked to the enigma before. he gave me all sorts of encouragement for the orals.. then i asked him if he was free tomorrow, and he didnt respond. so like 2.5 hours later i was like "well either you or the phone gods dont want me to see you.. regardless, ive had a long day and im going to bed. night." he was like "did you text me earlier? cos i totally didnt get it" and i was like "yah i asked if you were free tomorrow cos ill be on li, and also ill be there thurs" and he said "oh, i wrote back to that, im going to be in ct tomorrow, i dont know whats going on thursday." way to sound like you want to see me, ass. all i have to do is make myself scarce for like a week, and the week after he'll be messaging me daily telling me he misses me and he wishes i was there, which is bullshit, of course. fucker. im growing thicker each day, and soon i will be over you. HA.
(yah... riiiiiiight....)
anyway. i can still get like 6.5 hours if i go to bed now. i cant wait to go to LI tomorrow, there are no monster size roaches at la casa de mi mama!! i think i will try to borrow a car and go to my dads tomorrow, too. he has some easter candy for me, and i also have a million pairs of jeans at his house.. i have like seriously 15 pairs of jeans that are size 5 or smaller, that i couldnt wear when i gained weight, but im back to a 3/4 now, and i can wear them!!!! which is reallllly exciting bc i have my old angels in there, and my bubblegums.. i had a rad pair of angels that i never got to wear, but i lent them to jan bc she broke her zipper or something junior or sophomore year, and i couldnt fit in them, so i just ended up telling her she could keep my fucking brand new $50 jeans for FREE. well, at least i know better now, dont give people nice things bc they dont appreciate you anyway.
blahh. so anyway, yah, i wanna go to my dads house tomorrow, and i have to call the tattoo place that kurt recommended to see if emily and i can get appointments for thursday. mine is going to have little detail, so i think it shouldnt take long, and they should be able to take me.. i dont know what em is getting, she was saying she might get hers touched up, but i am against that, cos im getting a new one and so should she! my tattoo is just going to be a demented star, blue outline, yellow inside.. and the word "wish" below it. i think i might just get it in english. i was thinking about getting it in cyrillic, but.. i might get it in cursive.. im not sure. i really have to decide. this is important. we shall see.
ok. its like 418 or something, or at least that is what my computer says. and im tired, so i think sleep will come for me now. mmm.. sleep.. goodnight.
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