is it too late to heal?

ok good news i called the boy (!!!) and he was fine, he was at work and he was like "i didnt get any text messages from you" which could be a lie but could be the truth. i guess i dont trust him. but at least everything is ok.. he said he replied to my message about the dashboard cd, but i didnt get that. so i dont know. but i feel better and now i can kind of focus a little bit better. im off to rutgers now, so i can study (read: cram) for six hours and then orals at a few minutes after 5. wish me luck.....