is it too late to heal?

the queen mary 2 is going to come through the hudson in about two hours. its supposed to be a spectacular sight, all big and shit. its a fucking boat. "yes, i still travel by boat." weird! who travels by boat? it takes so long! they were interviewing this lady and she was like "its more relaxing" and im like "nooooo" bc i would have constant heart attacks/anxiety attacks bc i am terrified of water.

anyway. its that time. perhaps ill wake up at a nice time tomorrow. HA! i hope im awoken by a text message. hearing from you tomorrow would be so nice. cos i missssssssss you like craaaaaaazy!! sigh.