is it too late to heal?

im baaaaack. still bored. its like 145 and i have no one to talk to. i do not know where twon is. im smoking a bunch of cigarettes, drinking cherry coke. i wanna take my nyquil. im all about going back to bed. i mean, i know i only woke up like 11 hours ago, but. you know. after therapy tomorrow i have to go to chevys to see the schedule. i hope derek is working wednesday. then we can go out and i can get cuddles. woo. i wonder if we wont be able to go to his place since justin is moving in with him. that would be weird, you know, since i know justin and i guess derek will probably tell him, but still. its like being caught in the act. we shall see. anyway the point is that i kinda wanna play pool this week, and i think derek would be down seeing as he and justin used to hustle playing pool. eeep.

so... sooo... yah. i have nothing to say as usual. i like to babble!! eep! eep! now kim is back on. we're talking about derek. she asked me if he knew she knew. i dont think so though. she like wants me to tell him that she knows for her benefit and i dont understand why.

eeep.