Saturday, May 15, 2004
im way itchy. it doesnt make sense, seeing as i showered like 12 hours ago. i washed my hair and my head is kinda itchy. this sucks. i hate the warm weather it always does this crap to me. i have to go to LI straight from work tomorrow. this upsets me a wee bit. that means i have to pack tonight, bc i have work at 1130 tomorrow morning. ugh.
so i got my wonderful period today, as i said i would be getting it soon. at work. luckily i had something on me, cos seriously it was before i even got one table. that sucked. now im out of commission till at least wednesday. so im hoping that the enigma does not try to see me tuesday, bc i will be trailing off, but still not in working order. sigh. at least im not working for the brunt of it. i hate working like three days in a row on the rag. boo. i also wont work again until at least wednesday. i hope i have a good schedule. i wont find out till like tuesday, ill go in after therapy or something and check the schedule.
work was good and bad tonight. it was bad bc no one was working. did i talk about this already last night? i think i did. it was lonely. but i socialized with my tables, which worked out cos i made 20% on practically all my tables. some left double the tax, one left only 10% but at least it was that. i ended up making $115 on $750 sales. i am not making as much money as i need to be, but at least i go back to 5 days not this upcoming schedule but the one after it. YAY. this upcoming schedule i should be working wed, thurs, sat and sun.. that would be good i guess, hopefully i will have two night bars, and two day bars.
candaces parents are coming to town this week. i am not looking forward to it. i think they are staying something like 10 days. and they are staying with us. i am against this. first of all, candace will probably sleep in the living room, so i wont be able to be on my computer (though i suppose i could just sit on the floor in my room those nights and babble on aim) and also i will not have access to tv if shes sleeping out here. plus it will be weird having them here. i think i can smoke cigarettes, but i am not sure. i definitely cannot smoke pot, which is going to be a problem. i mean if they arent here i will smoke, but at night.. well maybe but i cough, and what if they are light sleepers? plus if i go out with derek, we will have to go back to his place. not necessarily a problem, but that means i should probably bring my glasses and contacts case to work with me each day i go, just in case. i mean i suppose i could still bring him here, but.. no. because we would be drunk coming in, which would maybe wake candace on the couch, and he has a tendency to be a wee bit loud in the moment..... i would be way embarrassed if they happened to be awake or wake up and hear him. i stayed at his place once before, and im not really into it. park slope is nice and all, but he doesnt have curtains or anything in his room, and the sun comes straight in in the morning.. and if i stay there, then i have to get up when he gets up, which would suck if he had to leave his apartment at like 10 or 11 and i didnt want to get up yet. if we were here, i wouldnt have to get up! i could just stay in bed. get up to let him out and lock the door behind him. im putting way too much thought into this. i wish i was going to LI for most of the time they will be here, but i actually dont think i will be on LI for any of it. and i also hope that derek and i dont choose to go out thurs night, bc then i have to be back here by like 10 for graduation, maybe even earlier. UGH. this sucks.
ooooh i just saw the silverfish. it has been running around my apartment for a few days now. the other day ryan came over and played video games with me, and i saw it run under the couch. i didnt feel like investigating, those fuckers run fast. i just saw it dart into the kitchen, then turn right. probably it went under the fridge. im going to let it leave until a) i have shoes on or b) its coming towards me and i see it in time to grab my sneaker. i will not hunt it down or stalk it. it is, however, quite large, and the time will come for it to meet its maker. oh yes.
ok its 4:31 now so im going to bed.
so i got my wonderful period today, as i said i would be getting it soon. at work. luckily i had something on me, cos seriously it was before i even got one table. that sucked. now im out of commission till at least wednesday. so im hoping that the enigma does not try to see me tuesday, bc i will be trailing off, but still not in working order. sigh. at least im not working for the brunt of it. i hate working like three days in a row on the rag. boo. i also wont work again until at least wednesday. i hope i have a good schedule. i wont find out till like tuesday, ill go in after therapy or something and check the schedule.
work was good and bad tonight. it was bad bc no one was working. did i talk about this already last night? i think i did. it was lonely. but i socialized with my tables, which worked out cos i made 20% on practically all my tables. some left double the tax, one left only 10% but at least it was that. i ended up making $115 on $750 sales. i am not making as much money as i need to be, but at least i go back to 5 days not this upcoming schedule but the one after it. YAY. this upcoming schedule i should be working wed, thurs, sat and sun.. that would be good i guess, hopefully i will have two night bars, and two day bars.
candaces parents are coming to town this week. i am not looking forward to it. i think they are staying something like 10 days. and they are staying with us. i am against this. first of all, candace will probably sleep in the living room, so i wont be able to be on my computer (though i suppose i could just sit on the floor in my room those nights and babble on aim) and also i will not have access to tv if shes sleeping out here. plus it will be weird having them here. i think i can smoke cigarettes, but i am not sure. i definitely cannot smoke pot, which is going to be a problem. i mean if they arent here i will smoke, but at night.. well maybe but i cough, and what if they are light sleepers? plus if i go out with derek, we will have to go back to his place. not necessarily a problem, but that means i should probably bring my glasses and contacts case to work with me each day i go, just in case. i mean i suppose i could still bring him here, but.. no. because we would be drunk coming in, which would maybe wake candace on the couch, and he has a tendency to be a wee bit loud in the moment..... i would be way embarrassed if they happened to be awake or wake up and hear him. i stayed at his place once before, and im not really into it. park slope is nice and all, but he doesnt have curtains or anything in his room, and the sun comes straight in in the morning.. and if i stay there, then i have to get up when he gets up, which would suck if he had to leave his apartment at like 10 or 11 and i didnt want to get up yet. if we were here, i wouldnt have to get up! i could just stay in bed. get up to let him out and lock the door behind him. im putting way too much thought into this. i wish i was going to LI for most of the time they will be here, but i actually dont think i will be on LI for any of it. and i also hope that derek and i dont choose to go out thurs night, bc then i have to be back here by like 10 for graduation, maybe even earlier. UGH. this sucks.
ooooh i just saw the silverfish. it has been running around my apartment for a few days now. the other day ryan came over and played video games with me, and i saw it run under the couch. i didnt feel like investigating, those fuckers run fast. i just saw it dart into the kitchen, then turn right. probably it went under the fridge. im going to let it leave until a) i have shoes on or b) its coming towards me and i see it in time to grab my sneaker. i will not hunt it down or stalk it. it is, however, quite large, and the time will come for it to meet its maker. oh yes.
ok its 4:31 now so im going to bed.
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