Friday, May 14, 2004
*sing me to sleep im tired and i, i want to go to bed. sing me to sleep.. sing me to sleep*
the smiths.
ok im just tired. im not suicidal like the song. listening to the smiths is so depressing, but they are soo good. this song is in the perks of being a wallflower. i read that while i was in vegas, and i already want to re-read it. i finished slaughterhouse-five yesterday, and i started the half mammals of dixie. its good so far. it made me laugh bc in one of the stories, the main character says that people of voting age should no longer call themselves names ending in -y, -ie, or -i. the reason i laughed was bc the same thing was in carrie pilby, which i read after the perks.. its especially coincidental bc i added both books to my reading list after finding them on the same suggested reading table at borders during the fall semester when i went to buy fast-food nation for my post WWII US history course. it seems like everyone is reading that book, though. candace borrowed it from me, derek was reading it when i met him at starbucks last week. and other people have mentioned it too.. i think john read it and decided to go vegetarian. which is weird cos schlosser also points out that gross shit goes into stuff like cranberry juice as well as gross stuff in meat.
im up to like 300 posts. isnt that nutty? its getting harder for me to think of lyrics lately, seeing as ive used probably like 250 songs thus far, maybe more bc sometimes i put multiple songs on one post. ugh. anyway, perhaps i need to broaden my horizons musically. but i dont wanna!! i like listening to brand new constantly.
i really have nothing to say. i mean, i dont even know why i opened up a new entry. its like 4 am. im going to go to bed at 5 or 530. i have work at 5, so i have to leave at 4.. shower at like 230 i guess.. so i can sleep till 2. neat. maybe even 230. who knows maybe ill try to get up at 1. riiight. especially after my night of nonsleep last night.. i tried to go back to sleep after i posted this morning, but i kinda laid there and went in and out of sleep. like id wake up and think i slept a few hours and it would really be only like 30 minutes since id last looked at the clock. which was annoying. i think it was too hot and i was just kinda weird.
i am nonexcited for work tomorrow. all of my people are off except for lee. kim quit this week because she has finals and then shes moving to LI for a year to save for grad school.. bart and baxter are playing a gig in CT.. derek gave away his shift bc he "can no longer work more than two days in a row at that place". jesse took off the nest two weeks for finals.. ugh! its going to be all lame people that i could do without, and to top it off, im closing. therefore i will be there till 2, and i will not be happy or social. another bummer is that normally on fridays, i go to westway after work. however, all the people i would go with are off, and lee (who i go with nine times out of ten) is meeting up with his woman tomorrow night. boooo!!! so i guess ill just come home after work and maybe watch some tv and go to bed. that kinda sucks. ill also probably take a taxi, and being sober taking a cab is kinda like wasting my money. however i do have to work at 1130 sat am so i guess i shouldnt stay out anyway....
i wonder if ill see the enigma next week. i dont know if i already said this, but when we were messaging on monday he said he had practice that night and asked if i would be back any other days. i said i wouldnt be bc i was coming home over the weekend for my brothers bday, and i could stay till mon if he was definitely gonna hang out, but he said he practices mon and wed.. so. then he was like "maybe i'll come out to you next week." riiight. i mean, i dont really expect him to.. ha actually im supposed to get my period next week, so i bet he WILL. ugh. also itll prob be at least wednesday before i go out with derek again. which kind of makes him a failure at being my drinking buddy, if we're only drinking once a week. ill see him sat am at work, though he is working a double upstairs, and perhaps on my way out i will suggest he call me sun, mon or tues if he feels like meeting up for a drink. im actually very busy monday night though, what with colonial house on at 8 and the hoax american idol on at 9. though i suppose i could leave my house at 10. who knows. i dont even know why im putting so much thought into this. oh, its bc i think about sex more often than the average person ahahaha. im like obsessed with when next ill get some lovin. and cuddles!! the thing that is better about derek is that he stays the night with me. the enigma and i havent spent the night together since june 3. june 3!!! thats almost a year seeing as its technically may 14 (my bros 22nd bday!!!).. ugh. and i mean, in the three times ive hooked up with derek, the first time was at his place and we all stayed there, and then the other two times were here (cos i got him to come here since i wear contacts and wanted to take them out again last night). and niether time did it even appear that he *wanted* to leave. it was like lovin, cuddles and chatting, and then sleep. plus in the cab on the way last night he was like "can you set an alarm for me?" so i mean he *intends* to cuddle and sleep and stuff. last nights cuddles were not as good as last weeks, let me tell you. i mean, aspects of it were better, there were moments where it was way cozier and i was like this rocks, but there were other times that we werent really cuddling. and i got kinda tired of cuddling him. i like to be wrapped up in boy, not wrap up boy.
anyway. it is now 4:47 so im going to quit this crap. oh, by the way, i solved the crossword puzzle without verifying my letters once again tonight. its been a week or two since last i did that, so im a little bit proud.
nite nite...
the smiths.
ok im just tired. im not suicidal like the song. listening to the smiths is so depressing, but they are soo good. this song is in the perks of being a wallflower. i read that while i was in vegas, and i already want to re-read it. i finished slaughterhouse-five yesterday, and i started the half mammals of dixie. its good so far. it made me laugh bc in one of the stories, the main character says that people of voting age should no longer call themselves names ending in -y, -ie, or -i. the reason i laughed was bc the same thing was in carrie pilby, which i read after the perks.. its especially coincidental bc i added both books to my reading list after finding them on the same suggested reading table at borders during the fall semester when i went to buy fast-food nation for my post WWII US history course. it seems like everyone is reading that book, though. candace borrowed it from me, derek was reading it when i met him at starbucks last week. and other people have mentioned it too.. i think john read it and decided to go vegetarian. which is weird cos schlosser also points out that gross shit goes into stuff like cranberry juice as well as gross stuff in meat.
im up to like 300 posts. isnt that nutty? its getting harder for me to think of lyrics lately, seeing as ive used probably like 250 songs thus far, maybe more bc sometimes i put multiple songs on one post. ugh. anyway, perhaps i need to broaden my horizons musically. but i dont wanna!! i like listening to brand new constantly.
i really have nothing to say. i mean, i dont even know why i opened up a new entry. its like 4 am. im going to go to bed at 5 or 530. i have work at 5, so i have to leave at 4.. shower at like 230 i guess.. so i can sleep till 2. neat. maybe even 230. who knows maybe ill try to get up at 1. riiight. especially after my night of nonsleep last night.. i tried to go back to sleep after i posted this morning, but i kinda laid there and went in and out of sleep. like id wake up and think i slept a few hours and it would really be only like 30 minutes since id last looked at the clock. which was annoying. i think it was too hot and i was just kinda weird.
i am nonexcited for work tomorrow. all of my people are off except for lee. kim quit this week because she has finals and then shes moving to LI for a year to save for grad school.. bart and baxter are playing a gig in CT.. derek gave away his shift bc he "can no longer work more than two days in a row at that place". jesse took off the nest two weeks for finals.. ugh! its going to be all lame people that i could do without, and to top it off, im closing. therefore i will be there till 2, and i will not be happy or social. another bummer is that normally on fridays, i go to westway after work. however, all the people i would go with are off, and lee (who i go with nine times out of ten) is meeting up with his woman tomorrow night. boooo!!! so i guess ill just come home after work and maybe watch some tv and go to bed. that kinda sucks. ill also probably take a taxi, and being sober taking a cab is kinda like wasting my money. however i do have to work at 1130 sat am so i guess i shouldnt stay out anyway....
i wonder if ill see the enigma next week. i dont know if i already said this, but when we were messaging on monday he said he had practice that night and asked if i would be back any other days. i said i wouldnt be bc i was coming home over the weekend for my brothers bday, and i could stay till mon if he was definitely gonna hang out, but he said he practices mon and wed.. so. then he was like "maybe i'll come out to you next week." riiight. i mean, i dont really expect him to.. ha actually im supposed to get my period next week, so i bet he WILL. ugh. also itll prob be at least wednesday before i go out with derek again. which kind of makes him a failure at being my drinking buddy, if we're only drinking once a week. ill see him sat am at work, though he is working a double upstairs, and perhaps on my way out i will suggest he call me sun, mon or tues if he feels like meeting up for a drink. im actually very busy monday night though, what with colonial house on at 8 and the hoax american idol on at 9. though i suppose i could leave my house at 10. who knows. i dont even know why im putting so much thought into this. oh, its bc i think about sex more often than the average person ahahaha. im like obsessed with when next ill get some lovin. and cuddles!! the thing that is better about derek is that he stays the night with me. the enigma and i havent spent the night together since june 3. june 3!!! thats almost a year seeing as its technically may 14 (my bros 22nd bday!!!).. ugh. and i mean, in the three times ive hooked up with derek, the first time was at his place and we all stayed there, and then the other two times were here (cos i got him to come here since i wear contacts and wanted to take them out again last night). and niether time did it even appear that he *wanted* to leave. it was like lovin, cuddles and chatting, and then sleep. plus in the cab on the way last night he was like "can you set an alarm for me?" so i mean he *intends* to cuddle and sleep and stuff. last nights cuddles were not as good as last weeks, let me tell you. i mean, aspects of it were better, there were moments where it was way cozier and i was like this rocks, but there were other times that we werent really cuddling. and i got kinda tired of cuddling him. i like to be wrapped up in boy, not wrap up boy.
anyway. it is now 4:47 so im going to quit this crap. oh, by the way, i solved the crossword puzzle without verifying my letters once again tonight. its been a week or two since last i did that, so im a little bit proud.
nite nite...
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