Friday, May 07, 2004
*some things can never be explained why every sky still looks the same and i wonder how my world would look without you. some things can never be explained like how our skies remain the same, and i wonder how the sky would look without my star..
sleep seems a dream away and a year too late words that can’t be spoken stream out my face.
and i want to be selfish i want to be selfish i want to be selfish, yr my everything
some things can never be explained, why does your love remain unchanged? cos i know it wouldnt be the same without you
sleep seems a dream away and a year too late words that can’t be spoken stream out yr face. and I want to be selfish i want to be selfish i want to be selfish, yr my everything
please don’t forget my name and take me with you when you leave.. ive got a lot to lose, ive got to let it go
please don’t forget my name*
juliana theory.
yo. david duchovny is on the news. saying he peed in the Friends fountain. and kevin smith. saying that Friends stole a character from him. its pretty funny. quentin tarrantino. kid rock ahaha. hes so gross. ozzy. anyway.
i am sooo out of tissues. this is a problem.
more confusion from the enigma today. all day he messaged me, and they started to get.. i dont know.. more like they used to be, he was like saying that he wished he was here to see me in my skirt and he bet i looked pretty and that i looked good friday, and he thought of me all night, and he wanted to steal me away and the hugs were good.. and i so caved, i told him how hot he looked friday and how i was trying really hard to control myself to not say what was on my mind and he was like "we're friends, and friends should be able to say whats on their mind" and i was like "friends dont send their friends dirty messages" and he was like "i agree and disagree." ugh. so he got off work at like 330 and he was like "im off work now, where are you? please dont say brooklyn" and i was like "ok, well im in manhattan.." BOOOO. maybe ill see him this weekend. you know how i do. im not sure how ill act if i see him. im kinda actually hoping to get derek to leave with me tomorrow, so that i can get some and not be so .. lustful if i see the enigma over the weekend while im on LI..
i figure it could go like one of two ways:
ideally, i would get him to come over, say we'll watch a movie, lay down with him and fall asleep/pretend to fall asleep to see if he tries to wake me up to get some, or if hes content just to lay with me. this will work if i am not feeling especially lustful.
OR
i could get to him to come over, say we'll watch a movie. do that for a little. try to resist belly rubbing or laying on him. get up, go to the bathroom in an attempt to reassess the situation and contain myself. go back to the bed, and lay down. move closer. let him kiss me. and so on. this will be how it goes, im sure. but. id rather it go the way of the former.
so anyway. im not going to aggressively attempt to see him. he should know ill be there this weekend. he can get in touch with me if he feels like it. i might text him saturday to be like "im on my way to LI, give me a call if you wanna hang out at all ill be here today thru mon" you know, simple.
oooh so i visited with my aunt paula and my cousin angie today. it was fun. they wanted to go to wtc, so we did. then we had lunch at the chevys next to wtc. i wanted to go there to have a peach margarita, but those bastards dont have them. so i ate gross enchiladas. then we went to chinatown, then little italy. i found new jackie o's!! my dad bought them for me (awww) and we had gelati. i actually had an italian ice. um then we went to times square. we went to sephora, i got two eyeliners and a lip gloss YAY. i fell flat on my face in times square, there is this HUGE pothole at 47th and 7th, and i want looking and i fell into it. seriously. i was wearing flip flops and i just kinda lost my footing in them, and i tripped in the 6" pothole and i fell on my hands. it was awful. i was wearing a skirt. my knee is all scraped up. NO GOOD. my hand hurts, and my left arm was aching a little before. it sucked. we went to st patricks, rockefeller center.. up to central park. we walked through the park and by then we were kinda pooped, and so we went to have some pizza. i got baked ziti. mmmm... we then came back here bc my aunt and cousin wanted to watch Friends, and so did i. so we got a cake, and came here and hung out with candace while eating cake. it was fun overall, but im tired now.
oooh the enigma just signed on. however, its usually not him when his SN comes on for some reason, so i dont IM him anymore. it makes me feel weird, im afraid i will get someone else.
um.. so yah thats about it. its like 1230. i started this at 1145. im sort of watching leno. its good. the Friends thing. of course. much hoopla surrounding the event. well whatever, what can i say, i mean, i was part of the phenomenon. i rushed home to see if ross would end up with rachel.. i fucking hate when people fall in love. it makes me so jealous i wanna cry. FOR REAL.
well i think that babblapalooza is over for now. i must go sleepy night night. this head is exploding. lisa kudrow seems sooo standoffish in real life. and courtney cox-arquette looks WAY different pregnant. its almost freaking me out, like she sent a double or something. oh yah, bed. thanks. goodnight..
sleep seems a dream away and a year too late words that can’t be spoken stream out my face.
and i want to be selfish i want to be selfish i want to be selfish, yr my everything
some things can never be explained, why does your love remain unchanged? cos i know it wouldnt be the same without you
sleep seems a dream away and a year too late words that can’t be spoken stream out yr face. and I want to be selfish i want to be selfish i want to be selfish, yr my everything
please don’t forget my name and take me with you when you leave.. ive got a lot to lose, ive got to let it go
please don’t forget my name*
juliana theory.
yo. david duchovny is on the news. saying he peed in the Friends fountain. and kevin smith. saying that Friends stole a character from him. its pretty funny. quentin tarrantino. kid rock ahaha. hes so gross. ozzy. anyway.
i am sooo out of tissues. this is a problem.
more confusion from the enigma today. all day he messaged me, and they started to get.. i dont know.. more like they used to be, he was like saying that he wished he was here to see me in my skirt and he bet i looked pretty and that i looked good friday, and he thought of me all night, and he wanted to steal me away and the hugs were good.. and i so caved, i told him how hot he looked friday and how i was trying really hard to control myself to not say what was on my mind and he was like "we're friends, and friends should be able to say whats on their mind" and i was like "friends dont send their friends dirty messages" and he was like "i agree and disagree." ugh. so he got off work at like 330 and he was like "im off work now, where are you? please dont say brooklyn" and i was like "ok, well im in manhattan.." BOOOO. maybe ill see him this weekend. you know how i do. im not sure how ill act if i see him. im kinda actually hoping to get derek to leave with me tomorrow, so that i can get some and not be so .. lustful if i see the enigma over the weekend while im on LI..
i figure it could go like one of two ways:
ideally, i would get him to come over, say we'll watch a movie, lay down with him and fall asleep/pretend to fall asleep to see if he tries to wake me up to get some, or if hes content just to lay with me. this will work if i am not feeling especially lustful.
OR
i could get to him to come over, say we'll watch a movie. do that for a little. try to resist belly rubbing or laying on him. get up, go to the bathroom in an attempt to reassess the situation and contain myself. go back to the bed, and lay down. move closer. let him kiss me. and so on. this will be how it goes, im sure. but. id rather it go the way of the former.
so anyway. im not going to aggressively attempt to see him. he should know ill be there this weekend. he can get in touch with me if he feels like it. i might text him saturday to be like "im on my way to LI, give me a call if you wanna hang out at all ill be here today thru mon" you know, simple.
oooh so i visited with my aunt paula and my cousin angie today. it was fun. they wanted to go to wtc, so we did. then we had lunch at the chevys next to wtc. i wanted to go there to have a peach margarita, but those bastards dont have them. so i ate gross enchiladas. then we went to chinatown, then little italy. i found new jackie o's!! my dad bought them for me (awww) and we had gelati. i actually had an italian ice. um then we went to times square. we went to sephora, i got two eyeliners and a lip gloss YAY. i fell flat on my face in times square, there is this HUGE pothole at 47th and 7th, and i want looking and i fell into it. seriously. i was wearing flip flops and i just kinda lost my footing in them, and i tripped in the 6" pothole and i fell on my hands. it was awful. i was wearing a skirt. my knee is all scraped up. NO GOOD. my hand hurts, and my left arm was aching a little before. it sucked. we went to st patricks, rockefeller center.. up to central park. we walked through the park and by then we were kinda pooped, and so we went to have some pizza. i got baked ziti. mmmm... we then came back here bc my aunt and cousin wanted to watch Friends, and so did i. so we got a cake, and came here and hung out with candace while eating cake. it was fun overall, but im tired now.
oooh the enigma just signed on. however, its usually not him when his SN comes on for some reason, so i dont IM him anymore. it makes me feel weird, im afraid i will get someone else.
um.. so yah thats about it. its like 1230. i started this at 1145. im sort of watching leno. its good. the Friends thing. of course. much hoopla surrounding the event. well whatever, what can i say, i mean, i was part of the phenomenon. i rushed home to see if ross would end up with rachel.. i fucking hate when people fall in love. it makes me so jealous i wanna cry. FOR REAL.
well i think that babblapalooza is over for now. i must go sleepy night night. this head is exploding. lisa kudrow seems sooo standoffish in real life. and courtney cox-arquette looks WAY different pregnant. its almost freaking me out, like she sent a double or something. oh yah, bed. thanks. goodnight..
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