Sunday, May 16, 2004
*you dont call me, thats just fine. but dont say this is over and done cos i dont wanna find myself in ten years wondering "were you the one?" i dont believe anything ive done in this past year, its alright and in time it has only hurt me deep inside.*
the rookie lot.
so i told ryan i would look around in my car for the rookie lot tape. and alas i found it in a bag of tapes in my trunk. i think i got this tape at a church in oceanside back in the day. i also think i drove brandon to that show, and he is now in the movielife. anyway.
its like 915ish maybe a bit after. im watching law and order. i love criminal intent, i love this detective he's like "i know ALL" which is pretty much true. so anyway im trying to type during commercials. im staving. kim is calling me later at like 10. we must discuss some derek related stuff. he was freaking out monday night and she doesnt know why, so i told her id tell her what his deal was, plus about when he came over that night. soooo. im going to have to be sober for that or else i will go off track and be distractable by, oh, the wall. so i have to be good till then. im kind of hesitant to talk to kim about it. i mean, she knows derek, and we both hooked up with him at the same time. sooooo i mean, its gonna be weird to talk about my alone experiences with him.
i wish i had some hot fudge. mmmmm. i think i might do laundry tomorrow. if i do, i will also go to the grocery store and get stuff like hot fudge. and maybe even some real food. i got some potato salad today but it wasnt so good. no lake deli salad, thats fo' sure. im going to have some more in a minute, anyway.
ok. more later. must pay attention to law and order. thanks.
the rookie lot.
so i told ryan i would look around in my car for the rookie lot tape. and alas i found it in a bag of tapes in my trunk. i think i got this tape at a church in oceanside back in the day. i also think i drove brandon to that show, and he is now in the movielife. anyway.
its like 915ish maybe a bit after. im watching law and order. i love criminal intent, i love this detective he's like "i know ALL" which is pretty much true. so anyway im trying to type during commercials. im staving. kim is calling me later at like 10. we must discuss some derek related stuff. he was freaking out monday night and she doesnt know why, so i told her id tell her what his deal was, plus about when he came over that night. soooo. im going to have to be sober for that or else i will go off track and be distractable by, oh, the wall. so i have to be good till then. im kind of hesitant to talk to kim about it. i mean, she knows derek, and we both hooked up with him at the same time. sooooo i mean, its gonna be weird to talk about my alone experiences with him.
i wish i had some hot fudge. mmmmm. i think i might do laundry tomorrow. if i do, i will also go to the grocery store and get stuff like hot fudge. and maybe even some real food. i got some potato salad today but it wasnt so good. no lake deli salad, thats fo' sure. im going to have some more in a minute, anyway.
ok. more later. must pay attention to law and order. thanks.
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