Friday, June 25, 2004
bart says im feeling empty bc i dont have school anymore, and i feel like i have no focus to my life. maybe he's right.
all i know is that i listened to "hands down" today, and it didnt even stir me a little. that made me only feel sadder.
i sent the enigma a text message this morning (ok, afternoon, when i woke up) saying i felt like i got cheated out of waking up with him, and asking if he got his car fixed.. no response. so i sent him another on atlike 945 like "you dont wanna talk to me today?" and again, no response. thanks, fucker.
im like 1/3 of the way through the fuck-up. so far its really good and i would recommend it. i feel like derek could have written the book, it is very much his style of speaking and writing. i will tell him he should read it. everyone has gone to bed, so i think when i wrap this up i will go read some more.
speaking of derek, he got back from texas today and he came into chevys with two girls. i was like grrr. its like flaunting in front of me. it makes me angry. i mean, i know i was his fill in girl, and its all well and good cos he was a fill in boy for me, but come on. im not parading boys around him.
well anyway. thats about it for me. i couldnt even come up with lyrics to start this with, thats how blah and empty i am feeling. so. read book, then bed. goodbye.
all i know is that i listened to "hands down" today, and it didnt even stir me a little. that made me only feel sadder.
i sent the enigma a text message this morning (ok, afternoon, when i woke up) saying i felt like i got cheated out of waking up with him, and asking if he got his car fixed.. no response. so i sent him another on atlike 945 like "you dont wanna talk to me today?" and again, no response. thanks, fucker.
im like 1/3 of the way through the fuck-up. so far its really good and i would recommend it. i feel like derek could have written the book, it is very much his style of speaking and writing. i will tell him he should read it. everyone has gone to bed, so i think when i wrap this up i will go read some more.
speaking of derek, he got back from texas today and he came into chevys with two girls. i was like grrr. its like flaunting in front of me. it makes me angry. i mean, i know i was his fill in girl, and its all well and good cos he was a fill in boy for me, but come on. im not parading boys around him.
well anyway. thats about it for me. i couldnt even come up with lyrics to start this with, thats how blah and empty i am feeling. so. read book, then bed. goodbye.
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