Friday, June 18, 2004
bored. its only 2am. cant go to sleep yet. i finished the love machine today. wooo. next up is great expectations. i hope it doesnt suck. i have a feeling it might be a little hard for me to get into it.. i really wanna read a seperate peace next, but i havent had any time (read: motivation) to go book shopping lately. i think about ordering on amazon, but then i have to pay shipping.. so it makes more sense to just go to borders and use the gift certificate i have to buy a few more books. i also dont wanna go crazy right now since i already have like 539543865282087 books and they are heavy and i am moving in a month and half. *sigh* i have been reading slowly lately, and closing my eyes on the subway instead of reading books. it took me like a month to read the love machine. this is not like me. if i keep at this pace, i will never finish great expectations. i never finished this side of paradise. i should go back and suffer through the rest. it *is* his first work.. and i *do* love gatsby..
anyway. im feeling slightly disconnected tonight. im exhausted. i went to the ryan center this morning and got a new perscription.. came home, chatted with ryan for a wee bit. took a nap, but it was restless. got up all groggy and went to work.. bad tips and lots of people who stayed *way* past their welcome. these two ladies sat at my table for 3.5 hours and left me $4. they robbed me of like $20. i was pissed. also, my last table, i gave them free ice cream for the kid, and they left me $6 on $75. fuckers. it took me like no time at all to get home, so woo to that. got here, chris called. we talked for like 20 minutes.. and now here i am, 2 hours later.
i feel like talking about the enigma but strangely i have nothing to say. i feel like everything with him has become easier now that ive accepted him as my destiny. i feel soothed. but yah. im pretty sure he really isnt my destiny, but hey, if it makes me feel better, why not?
ok. im wasting time typing this. im sorry this has been a complete waste of internet space. i do what i want.
anyway. im feeling slightly disconnected tonight. im exhausted. i went to the ryan center this morning and got a new perscription.. came home, chatted with ryan for a wee bit. took a nap, but it was restless. got up all groggy and went to work.. bad tips and lots of people who stayed *way* past their welcome. these two ladies sat at my table for 3.5 hours and left me $4. they robbed me of like $20. i was pissed. also, my last table, i gave them free ice cream for the kid, and they left me $6 on $75. fuckers. it took me like no time at all to get home, so woo to that. got here, chris called. we talked for like 20 minutes.. and now here i am, 2 hours later.
i feel like talking about the enigma but strangely i have nothing to say. i feel like everything with him has become easier now that ive accepted him as my destiny. i feel soothed. but yah. im pretty sure he really isnt my destiny, but hey, if it makes me feel better, why not?
ok. im wasting time typing this. im sorry this has been a complete waste of internet space. i do what i want.
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