Monday, June 07, 2004
i cant think of any new lyrics for tonight. im wayyy tired.
my weekend was eventful. mostly drunk. friday night i went to work, i made a lot of money, went to westway with lee. we had 3 beers each, i was tipsy and we walked over the the bridge. but i had to pee. so we went to pig & whistle so i could pee and we could have another beer. came home. i was drunk. i went to bed.
saturday morning i woke up at 9 feelin like hell, got in the shower. ironed my hair got dressed up for the wedding. woo. i wore regular makeup and looked all grown up. it was fun. mike got me at like 10:45, we went to sea cliff. shared a bagel. went to the church.. the ceremony was intense, and the priest was like drunk or something, and he was definitely embarassing everyone especially the bride and groom who are 58 and 72, respectively. anyway it was sort of painful, and i yelled at mike for throwing a string from my sweater on the floor. i told him that god was watching. but we got through it. outside the church, i discovered mike's first white hair, which he put in his wallet to keep forever. we headed over to the reception at like 2. i talked to mikes cousin chris a little, and we all gabbed blah blah. i was subjected to some intense relatives who talked too much and were very drunk (uncle jack). we were a little drunk for a little while, but after we ate we were both sober. after the reception, chris came with us bc he lives in the city and we were going to celebrate the wedding (it was his mothers wedding) by getting trashed in the city. so we got here, and candace was home. we smoked (not chris though, he doesnt smoke) and convinced candace to come out. went to chevys for a sec to tell people we were going out, then we went to chris' place which is reallllly nice. he lives in the artist building on 43rd and 9th, and the apartments are big and gorgeous, with views and all that. he lives on the 32nd floor. it was weird. ok so after that we went over to smiths. lee met up with us. i put $5 on the jukebox (15 songs woo!) and we started drinking. we had 2 or 3 beers each, then everyone (except candace) did a tequila shot. then we were all drunk. but we kept drinking, determined to drink till the bars closed at 4, and then go to westway (bc chris goes there all the time, too, which is funny). so.. chris and i were talking and we have a lot in common, hes into hamilton and history and the politics of the era. and we just babbled and got along really well, and we held hands under the table.. after a little he said "i really like this," and squeezed my hand, "but am i stepping on my cousins toes?" and i assured him that mike likes candace and there is nothing between us. then candace and mike were outside, and lee went to the bathroom, and he kissed me. we kept holding hands, and then we went outside so i could smoke a cigarette, and we talked more and kissed more. i found out he is a republican (with a lower case r), which sucks, but its ok bc he isnt a conservative republican and he hates bush. he is a republican in the lincoln sense, and actually he's a hamiltonian, which i think is unrealistic at this point, i think economics have evolved too much and hamiltons vision is no longer possible. but that aside.. so we drank more and then it was 4am and i guess we had like 8 or 9 beers each. and lee got mad bc he likes candace and so does mike and he was mad at me for not getting him in with her.. and i got mad at him so i poured like half a bottle of corona on his shirt. um. yah. then candace wanted to go home, but chris and i wanted to go to westway, and so mike was going to take her home (he was sleeping here, anyway, his car was at my apartment).. and lee got mad cos HE wanted to take her home, but it was stupid bc mike was already coming here, and if lee came, it would be the three of them... anyway. yah. so, it ended with us leaving and lee getting mad and being like "fuck you" to mike and blah blah.
whatever.
chris and i went to westway, and we had some breakfast food. i got the usual, and he had a ham and egg on a bagel. like 5 mins after we sat down, lee came in all belligerent, and we talked to him and he ended up feeling like an asshole. and he left. so we finished our meals and then we went back to his place, which is just across the street. he was really adorable, telling me that from the minute they got to the reception his mom was like "is that michaels girlfriend?" and he said no, so she was like "she's very pretty, you should talk to her!" and that when the last song was coming on at the reception she was prodding him to ask me to dance. which was cute bc she was the bride and being all obsessed with him talking to me. but yah. he was like "i liked you from the second i saw you" and it felt really good. we fooled around a little and i spent the night. he has a twin size so it was brutal. in the morning i said something about how he better get used to my full size bed, and he was like "oh i think i can handle that." but anyway. i like him. i mean, im not like head-over-heels-i-cant-wait-till-he-calls, but i like him. he isnt really my type. he is a grown up, hes almost 27. he does graphic design, and he designs book covers. hes like 6'2" (which i LOOOOVE) and hes like, hearty. i cant explain it better than that. hes a big man. hes like a brawny irishman. you know. i usually go for wiry boys, stick thin and stuff. i mean, joe has the belly thing, but he is still a small guy. i like girly boys, remember? and chris is definitely mansize. but yah. im happy cos i think he really likes me, and you know, im so jaded that i constantly think that boys are only in it for the chance at a hook up, or that i mean only sex to them. he said he didnt wanna do everything the first night, so that there would be new stuff when he sees me again. and he also said something and he was like "as we grow together" so it sounds promising. perhaps i have met a man who really likes me, and isnt just interested in making it, oh baby. would that be exciting?
so anyway the end of the story is we got up at like 1:30, showered, and he wanted to get breakfast so we went to the deli downstairs and he had a ham and egg on a roll. i had a pink lemonade snapple. he walked me over to the 7 train, and he held my hand the whole way. we got to the train station and he kissed me a whole bunch, and he asked me when i work, and i said wed-sun. so he said he would call before i work again, bc he wanted to see me again soon. YAY. he kissed me a bunch more, and he told me he was so happy i had gone to the wedding, and that i stayed over the night before. and i said i was too, then i was like "ok i have to go" cos it was like 2:45 and i had to get to brooklyn and change to be at work at 5. and he waited at the top of the subway stairs for me to disappear. i looked back and smiled. came back here, got the dirt from candace about her and mike. apparently they just made out. and i think shes like it was innocent fun and he is cool with that, so woo. went to work, which was like pulling teeth it was EVIL and i hated it. it was sooo slow and not worth it. and i was sooo tired. we went to sleep at like 7:45 this morning, and we woke up constantly. like every hour on the :04's. 8:04, 9:04, 10:04. it was bizarre to be waking up at such regular intervals. so i think we got like 5 hours sleep all together, but it was broken sleep, and i was already running on like 3 hours from the night before. right now i am exhausted. all i think about is going to bed. but i need to stay up a little longer. if i go to bed now, i will have a hard time staying asleep all night, and i will feel unrested tomorrow. booo.
well. im going to do a crossword i think, and then go to bed in like 30 minutes. by then it will be approximately 2:15, and then i could sleep till like 1, do laundry, hang out around the house, before i go into the city to see dereks play. soooooo goodnight!
my weekend was eventful. mostly drunk. friday night i went to work, i made a lot of money, went to westway with lee. we had 3 beers each, i was tipsy and we walked over the the bridge. but i had to pee. so we went to pig & whistle so i could pee and we could have another beer. came home. i was drunk. i went to bed.
saturday morning i woke up at 9 feelin like hell, got in the shower. ironed my hair got dressed up for the wedding. woo. i wore regular makeup and looked all grown up. it was fun. mike got me at like 10:45, we went to sea cliff. shared a bagel. went to the church.. the ceremony was intense, and the priest was like drunk or something, and he was definitely embarassing everyone especially the bride and groom who are 58 and 72, respectively. anyway it was sort of painful, and i yelled at mike for throwing a string from my sweater on the floor. i told him that god was watching. but we got through it. outside the church, i discovered mike's first white hair, which he put in his wallet to keep forever. we headed over to the reception at like 2. i talked to mikes cousin chris a little, and we all gabbed blah blah. i was subjected to some intense relatives who talked too much and were very drunk (uncle jack). we were a little drunk for a little while, but after we ate we were both sober. after the reception, chris came with us bc he lives in the city and we were going to celebrate the wedding (it was his mothers wedding) by getting trashed in the city. so we got here, and candace was home. we smoked (not chris though, he doesnt smoke) and convinced candace to come out. went to chevys for a sec to tell people we were going out, then we went to chris' place which is reallllly nice. he lives in the artist building on 43rd and 9th, and the apartments are big and gorgeous, with views and all that. he lives on the 32nd floor. it was weird. ok so after that we went over to smiths. lee met up with us. i put $5 on the jukebox (15 songs woo!) and we started drinking. we had 2 or 3 beers each, then everyone (except candace) did a tequila shot. then we were all drunk. but we kept drinking, determined to drink till the bars closed at 4, and then go to westway (bc chris goes there all the time, too, which is funny). so.. chris and i were talking and we have a lot in common, hes into hamilton and history and the politics of the era. and we just babbled and got along really well, and we held hands under the table.. after a little he said "i really like this," and squeezed my hand, "but am i stepping on my cousins toes?" and i assured him that mike likes candace and there is nothing between us. then candace and mike were outside, and lee went to the bathroom, and he kissed me. we kept holding hands, and then we went outside so i could smoke a cigarette, and we talked more and kissed more. i found out he is a republican (with a lower case r), which sucks, but its ok bc he isnt a conservative republican and he hates bush. he is a republican in the lincoln sense, and actually he's a hamiltonian, which i think is unrealistic at this point, i think economics have evolved too much and hamiltons vision is no longer possible. but that aside.. so we drank more and then it was 4am and i guess we had like 8 or 9 beers each. and lee got mad bc he likes candace and so does mike and he was mad at me for not getting him in with her.. and i got mad at him so i poured like half a bottle of corona on his shirt. um. yah. then candace wanted to go home, but chris and i wanted to go to westway, and so mike was going to take her home (he was sleeping here, anyway, his car was at my apartment).. and lee got mad cos HE wanted to take her home, but it was stupid bc mike was already coming here, and if lee came, it would be the three of them... anyway. yah. so, it ended with us leaving and lee getting mad and being like "fuck you" to mike and blah blah.
whatever.
chris and i went to westway, and we had some breakfast food. i got the usual, and he had a ham and egg on a bagel. like 5 mins after we sat down, lee came in all belligerent, and we talked to him and he ended up feeling like an asshole. and he left. so we finished our meals and then we went back to his place, which is just across the street. he was really adorable, telling me that from the minute they got to the reception his mom was like "is that michaels girlfriend?" and he said no, so she was like "she's very pretty, you should talk to her!" and that when the last song was coming on at the reception she was prodding him to ask me to dance. which was cute bc she was the bride and being all obsessed with him talking to me. but yah. he was like "i liked you from the second i saw you" and it felt really good. we fooled around a little and i spent the night. he has a twin size so it was brutal. in the morning i said something about how he better get used to my full size bed, and he was like "oh i think i can handle that." but anyway. i like him. i mean, im not like head-over-heels-i-cant-wait-till-he-calls, but i like him. he isnt really my type. he is a grown up, hes almost 27. he does graphic design, and he designs book covers. hes like 6'2" (which i LOOOOVE) and hes like, hearty. i cant explain it better than that. hes a big man. hes like a brawny irishman. you know. i usually go for wiry boys, stick thin and stuff. i mean, joe has the belly thing, but he is still a small guy. i like girly boys, remember? and chris is definitely mansize. but yah. im happy cos i think he really likes me, and you know, im so jaded that i constantly think that boys are only in it for the chance at a hook up, or that i mean only sex to them. he said he didnt wanna do everything the first night, so that there would be new stuff when he sees me again. and he also said something and he was like "as we grow together" so it sounds promising. perhaps i have met a man who really likes me, and isnt just interested in making it, oh baby. would that be exciting?
so anyway the end of the story is we got up at like 1:30, showered, and he wanted to get breakfast so we went to the deli downstairs and he had a ham and egg on a roll. i had a pink lemonade snapple. he walked me over to the 7 train, and he held my hand the whole way. we got to the train station and he kissed me a whole bunch, and he asked me when i work, and i said wed-sun. so he said he would call before i work again, bc he wanted to see me again soon. YAY. he kissed me a bunch more, and he told me he was so happy i had gone to the wedding, and that i stayed over the night before. and i said i was too, then i was like "ok i have to go" cos it was like 2:45 and i had to get to brooklyn and change to be at work at 5. and he waited at the top of the subway stairs for me to disappear. i looked back and smiled. came back here, got the dirt from candace about her and mike. apparently they just made out. and i think shes like it was innocent fun and he is cool with that, so woo. went to work, which was like pulling teeth it was EVIL and i hated it. it was sooo slow and not worth it. and i was sooo tired. we went to sleep at like 7:45 this morning, and we woke up constantly. like every hour on the :04's. 8:04, 9:04, 10:04. it was bizarre to be waking up at such regular intervals. so i think we got like 5 hours sleep all together, but it was broken sleep, and i was already running on like 3 hours from the night before. right now i am exhausted. all i think about is going to bed. but i need to stay up a little longer. if i go to bed now, i will have a hard time staying asleep all night, and i will feel unrested tomorrow. booo.
well. im going to do a crossword i think, and then go to bed in like 30 minutes. by then it will be approximately 2:15, and then i could sleep till like 1, do laundry, hang out around the house, before i go into the city to see dereks play. soooooo goodnight!
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