is it too late to heal?

oh my god. i was just looking at the enigma's tour schedule and for the first time it was real.. all over the whole country. i am so jealous. i want to go with him. i know i cant, but wow. im going to miss him like crazy. im so excited for him to go and do this and be happy, but part of me is like noooooo!! i dont want to not see him for three months. ugh. well anyway. that is all.