is it too late to heal?

aaaahh! im way excited! sooo eeeexxxcited! i just texted him to ask if he was excited, and he was like "absolutely" so YAY. that means like seven hours have to pass now, so as he can get here and the nervous energy can subside bc i will know he is here, i wont have to wonder anymore or wait or feel anxious. right now my clothes are in the dryer at the laundromat, i have to retrieve them in 16 minutes. i washed my uniform, my shorts, my jeans, my pajamas, and pillow cases. everything will smell fresh and clean and we can cuddle in nice fluffy warmth. its gonna be hot. literally. its too hot to be sharing my bed with a boy, but.. i will suffer the consequences. the fan will probably help. eeeee! i asked him if he had picked a movie yet, but he hasnt responded. im kinda hungry but i am afraid to eat bc my stomach is on edge. i feel like i have so much to say, but i have no words to express anything. its all a jumble of muck in my mind and i want it to seperate into thoughts and ideas, but its all like "blarggle" you know? so im gonna concentrate on judge joe brown, and then go get my clothes in 3 minutes. xoxo.