Tuesday, July 13, 2004
*need you like water in my lungs*
brand new
im tired and im sick. i have a cough. its going to be a bad cold, i have a feeling. not cool at all.
sooooo. i texted with the boy all day today. he said he misses me. blah blah blah. he was asking me stuff about the first time we ever hooked up, and i was answering him. i told him i couldnt talk for a while, and i met up with twon. we had some dinner at cosi, he had some chicken wrap, i had a pizza. ugh i just sneezed a bunch. grrr. anyway, after dinner we went over to barnes and noble, cos he was gonna buy me fight club, but they didnt have it. boo. so we went to the movies and we saw the notebook. i cried. it was different from the book, they added characters and changed scenes, and made the story kinda different. but overall it was as good of a cry as id expected. after the movie we had some time to kill so we went to starbucks. we talked and blah blah. it was fun. i had a very nice time on my psuedo date.
sooo when i got home i texted the enigma and we've been chatting for the past two hours. he is taking an unusually long time to respond right now, which is kinda annoying. they are driving to NC. the last message ge sent me was pretty dirty, and i am strictly maintaining distance from the usual sex talk. because to go back into that mode would completely destroy everything i said the other day about how unfair this is and what a mess i was. its been like 20 minutes since he messaged me now, and im wondering if they maybe got to NC and he has to be a little social before he can continue to be raunchy with me. but alas, no raunchy.. i hope.. ooh there he is.. bah. telling me how hot i am. stop stop stop stop stop stop stop. i am a fucking person i have feelings, im worth more than what my body can offer you. please stop, and dont drag me down to the level im trying so hard to rise out of.. please, please, please?
brand new
im tired and im sick. i have a cough. its going to be a bad cold, i have a feeling. not cool at all.
sooooo. i texted with the boy all day today. he said he misses me. blah blah blah. he was asking me stuff about the first time we ever hooked up, and i was answering him. i told him i couldnt talk for a while, and i met up with twon. we had some dinner at cosi, he had some chicken wrap, i had a pizza. ugh i just sneezed a bunch. grrr. anyway, after dinner we went over to barnes and noble, cos he was gonna buy me fight club, but they didnt have it. boo. so we went to the movies and we saw the notebook. i cried. it was different from the book, they added characters and changed scenes, and made the story kinda different. but overall it was as good of a cry as id expected. after the movie we had some time to kill so we went to starbucks. we talked and blah blah. it was fun. i had a very nice time on my psuedo date.
sooo when i got home i texted the enigma and we've been chatting for the past two hours. he is taking an unusually long time to respond right now, which is kinda annoying. they are driving to NC. the last message ge sent me was pretty dirty, and i am strictly maintaining distance from the usual sex talk. because to go back into that mode would completely destroy everything i said the other day about how unfair this is and what a mess i was. its been like 20 minutes since he messaged me now, and im wondering if they maybe got to NC and he has to be a little social before he can continue to be raunchy with me. but alas, no raunchy.. i hope.. ooh there he is.. bah. telling me how hot i am. stop stop stop stop stop stop stop. i am a fucking person i have feelings, im worth more than what my body can offer you. please stop, and dont drag me down to the level im trying so hard to rise out of.. please, please, please?
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