is it too late to heal?

ok. he should be here by now. its 1:10. i heard from him at 11:58. im worried he is having a hard time finding parking?  i just sent him a text asking where he is.. but havent heard back. i sent it 6 minutes ago. im freaking out here. i just want him to get here so i can relax and stop being on edge!!!!!!! im sitting here not smoking, totally sober, drinking a coke, with a piece of trident beside me to throw in my mouth before i go down to let him in. eeeeeeeee!! im goin crazy here. crazy crazy crazy. part of me wants to go check and see if he is stading outside. grr. i shall take out the trash! be right back..
 
ok well i did that, and no sign on him out there. hes here!!