Thursday, July 15, 2004
*why do we need to change? we were perfect yesterday.."
face to face
ugh, so ok, im feeling better today, my head is stuffy, but for the most part, my cough was under control, and i wasnt too too nasal-y. so whatever, i get home, and i start coughing a bunch, and im walking out from my bedroom to the living room, and all the sudden i cough real hard and out comes a shitload of projectile vomit. it was the grossest thing thats ever happened to me. well except that one thing that happened at the freshman year keg party. i will not go into that, though. waaaayyyy too embarassing, esp now that i know i have an audience. so anyway, i just finished disinfecting my bedroom floor. my nose is really stuffy now, cos im at home. the air gets soo thick in our living room, there are no windows, and thus no circulation of air exists.
im bored. mike signed off as i was taking my away message off. i got home late tonight. i spent the evening texting with the enigma, which was very enjoyable. i had to delete most of the messages bc the memory got full, but i wouldnt have transribed most of them, anyway. however, there were some texts of note that came about during the later part of the night, and they are:
1218am: "no one comes close to you baby. you rule. you should be here."
1236am: "we should live together. you think we could break a record for least amount of clothes worn? hehe"
..i said "haha we should, we'd be naked all the time. we would be the happiest people of the face of the earth, always smiling and fulfilled."..
107am: "that would be exactly what i want. to be totally 100% attracted to the person im with... in every way. mentally, and physically. so nothing gets old."
..i said "me too! i wanna be with someone that im way attracted to, who i wanna be with nightly, but also who i connect with mentally."..
but i guess he didnt get it, bc he said..
125am: "well i guess yr busy or sleeping. ill talk to you tomorrow. dream of me good beautiful."
awwwww.. he also dropped a live together type thing a few weeks ago, when he asked if i was getting a roommate, and then said he was thinking about moving out. i dont know if he was hinting at anything there, then, but.. if we were to live together, he would a) have to not be on tour for three months, so as he could pay rent; and b) have to commit to me, bc i would not live with someone who i was the other woman to. not that that could work. i mean, if i was the other woman, the main girl might be suspicious of our one bedroom apartment. you know.
blah blah blah. no self-exploration tonight.
goodnight.
face to face
ugh, so ok, im feeling better today, my head is stuffy, but for the most part, my cough was under control, and i wasnt too too nasal-y. so whatever, i get home, and i start coughing a bunch, and im walking out from my bedroom to the living room, and all the sudden i cough real hard and out comes a shitload of projectile vomit. it was the grossest thing thats ever happened to me. well except that one thing that happened at the freshman year keg party. i will not go into that, though. waaaayyyy too embarassing, esp now that i know i have an audience. so anyway, i just finished disinfecting my bedroom floor. my nose is really stuffy now, cos im at home. the air gets soo thick in our living room, there are no windows, and thus no circulation of air exists.
im bored. mike signed off as i was taking my away message off. i got home late tonight. i spent the evening texting with the enigma, which was very enjoyable. i had to delete most of the messages bc the memory got full, but i wouldnt have transribed most of them, anyway. however, there were some texts of note that came about during the later part of the night, and they are:
1218am: "no one comes close to you baby. you rule. you should be here."
1236am: "we should live together. you think we could break a record for least amount of clothes worn? hehe"
..i said "haha we should, we'd be naked all the time. we would be the happiest people of the face of the earth, always smiling and fulfilled."..
107am: "that would be exactly what i want. to be totally 100% attracted to the person im with... in every way. mentally, and physically. so nothing gets old."
..i said "me too! i wanna be with someone that im way attracted to, who i wanna be with nightly, but also who i connect with mentally."..
but i guess he didnt get it, bc he said..
125am: "well i guess yr busy or sleeping. ill talk to you tomorrow. dream of me good beautiful."
awwwww.. he also dropped a live together type thing a few weeks ago, when he asked if i was getting a roommate, and then said he was thinking about moving out. i dont know if he was hinting at anything there, then, but.. if we were to live together, he would a) have to not be on tour for three months, so as he could pay rent; and b) have to commit to me, bc i would not live with someone who i was the other woman to. not that that could work. i mean, if i was the other woman, the main girl might be suspicious of our one bedroom apartment. you know.
blah blah blah. no self-exploration tonight.
goodnight.
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