Saturday, August 21, 2004
i am so against the running olympic events.
im really tired. it was fucking hot in my apartment today, so i couldnt sleep. plus i was constantly calling the school. no avail. thanks, northport, for making me so nervous and axious that everything was ruined, and for then further ruining my life by condemning me to move back in with mom. arrrgh.
sooo.. enigma soon. he left orlando at like midnight. he said "sunday has yr name written all over it" so yay! im going to li tomorrow, i have to take care of stuff with my momma, after i go to olive garden with lee and jesse. if the boy makes it back to li before i get home, hopefully he can get me at the train station. spend the night with me, mmmm. that would be super. i had to bail on mike and i's beach day due to taking care of mom stuff sunday, so i might as well still get to hang out with someone hehe. i would love the all night cuddles, but it will probably still be mother muggy, which would make sleeping with him rather difficult. i dont even have a fan there. we shall see what happens. i am very happy to be seeing him, though, and it might be fun for me to be unemployed and him to be unemployed and we could spend a whole lot of time together, and fall in love.. ugh, shut up gille. no hopes up, please. that is not fun. especially now that i do not, in fact, have my own place as was planned. well i do have like $2000 saved up.. actually $2700 if you count my $700 vacation fund. so i could live for a little while with no job, i think. hmm.
i could still hear from northport monday morning. i am hoping soo hard that they call me monday. i left messages with both the principal and the SS chair... i need for one of them to call me, even if its to tell me i wasnt selected.
ok im sleepy. night night.
im really tired. it was fucking hot in my apartment today, so i couldnt sleep. plus i was constantly calling the school. no avail. thanks, northport, for making me so nervous and axious that everything was ruined, and for then further ruining my life by condemning me to move back in with mom. arrrgh.
sooo.. enigma soon. he left orlando at like midnight. he said "sunday has yr name written all over it" so yay! im going to li tomorrow, i have to take care of stuff with my momma, after i go to olive garden with lee and jesse. if the boy makes it back to li before i get home, hopefully he can get me at the train station. spend the night with me, mmmm. that would be super. i had to bail on mike and i's beach day due to taking care of mom stuff sunday, so i might as well still get to hang out with someone hehe. i would love the all night cuddles, but it will probably still be mother muggy, which would make sleeping with him rather difficult. i dont even have a fan there. we shall see what happens. i am very happy to be seeing him, though, and it might be fun for me to be unemployed and him to be unemployed and we could spend a whole lot of time together, and fall in love.. ugh, shut up gille. no hopes up, please. that is not fun. especially now that i do not, in fact, have my own place as was planned. well i do have like $2000 saved up.. actually $2700 if you count my $700 vacation fund. so i could live for a little while with no job, i think. hmm.
i could still hear from northport monday morning. i am hoping soo hard that they call me monday. i left messages with both the principal and the SS chair... i need for one of them to call me, even if its to tell me i wasnt selected.
ok im sleepy. night night.
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