Wednesday, August 25, 2004
im tired. going to bed in a minute.. i havent got much of anything to say right now, so eh. today was kinda intense, i had my last session with jenn. it was sad, and she said she was going to miss me. it feels like its not final though, cos i havent really accepted it yet. when i got home i organized all of my cds and packed away their cases. then i showered and went to work. it was painless.. i got cut at like 9, so i did all my sidework real quick, didnt have to do tables, rolled my silver while my last table ate.. i left at 10, got home by 1035 (woo), and candace and i packed till 2. it was intense. i have like 14 full boxes right now, maybe more, and i also have to still pack the kitchen. and all my clothes. but thats it, and anything im using, like bathroom shit. you know. its kind of emotional, but agai, i think it has refused to set in that i have but three days left in brooklyn before i leave for at least a while to do the li thing and try to get some roots established. arrrrgh.
i just imed with the enigma for a little. very ineventful convo. though he did send me like 900 hugs which was good, though i would prefer they be real. boo. however, i have a feeling that this will all be ending soon. im starting to lose my faith in the future we could have had together. sometimes i realize that he might be a really bad boyfriend. also, he doesnt love me. so. you know. perhaps ill hit the end of my rope.... i dunno though, i mean i get like this from time to time, and i never actually let go. so... im probably just talking out of my ass.
ok, im goin to bed. perhaps tomorrow will bring some sort of excitement, and a nice report in here. ha, though. way unlikely.
i just imed with the enigma for a little. very ineventful convo. though he did send me like 900 hugs which was good, though i would prefer they be real. boo. however, i have a feeling that this will all be ending soon. im starting to lose my faith in the future we could have had together. sometimes i realize that he might be a really bad boyfriend. also, he doesnt love me. so. you know. perhaps ill hit the end of my rope.... i dunno though, i mean i get like this from time to time, and i never actually let go. so... im probably just talking out of my ass.
ok, im goin to bed. perhaps tomorrow will bring some sort of excitement, and a nice report in here. ha, though. way unlikely.
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