Saturday, August 21, 2004
ooooh!! i forgot to say... my fucking dream of the night before last came true! i texted the boy this morning to ask if he was having a good bday, and he said he had just eaten chick fil a which is like his favorite so he was happy, but that they were on their way home.. and i asked for how long, and he said that for a few reasons, the drummer doesnt wanna finish the tour.. so they are coming home. isnt the bizarre? he said that he and two of the other tbp members would play with this is hell, and that he didnt know what was going to happen to tbp. i thought he told me this yesterday, so i didnt include it originally bc i thought i would be repeating myself. but upon perusing yesterdays entry, i found that i only relayed the dream, and at that point did not know it would come true. then i looked through my text messages and saw that he only told me they were coming home for good this morning. yesterday or the day before he told me he was coming home, but that he didnt think he would be here till mon or tues. however, tonight he texted me that they were leaving orlando at like midnight.. its like a 19 hour drive, i guess, and i think they wanna drive through the night.. they drove straight from colorado last time, so i dont see why they wouldnt drive straight this time. he said they planned to be back at some point tomorrow night, and asked if i was working. i said i wasnt, and i would be on li. anyway im pretty excited. like i said i dont want to get my hopes up because things could revert when he gets home. he could get re-involved with laura. he could break my heart into a million pieces. whatever, though, one more heartbreak and im pretty sure ill be ready to walk away for good.
so yah, i was going to bed, remember? way sleepy.. have to get up for work in 5.5 hours. grrrr..
so yah, i was going to bed, remember? way sleepy.. have to get up for work in 5.5 hours. grrrr..
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