Tuesday, October 26, 2004
i cant stop vomiting.i think i will never trust again. as much as i feel like i should hate him for breaking my heart and destroying my faith in humanity, i find myself hating MYSELF for it. i should have known.
...if only it had rained, and that note you left on my car had been washed away. i'd never have known you were still thinking of me.
...if only i had not responded, stuck to my guns in july when i said i needed time, i didnt want to hear from you for a while.
...if only i had stayed hating you, instead of letting you make me fall in love with you all over again.
hindsight..
i want to be alone forever. you were the last boy to ever get a chance to hurt me.
sorry rest of the boys of the world. you can thank him for making me want to die alone.
...if only it had rained, and that note you left on my car had been washed away. i'd never have known you were still thinking of me.
...if only i had not responded, stuck to my guns in july when i said i needed time, i didnt want to hear from you for a while.
...if only i had stayed hating you, instead of letting you make me fall in love with you all over again.
hindsight..
i want to be alone forever. you were the last boy to ever get a chance to hurt me.
sorry rest of the boys of the world. you can thank him for making me want to die alone.
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