Sunday, October 10, 2004
*the ribbon was crimson, the color of the night*
thursday
"how long is the night" is soooo in my head right now.
wow. its been forever. i dont know. im not into anything anymore. i watch a lot of law & order. im totally disillusioned with my life. ive been using the paper journal religiously again..
so ive been here for like a month and half. i saw the enigma exactly... ONCE!!! before he went back on tour, so obviously 14 minutes or an hour, it makes no difference, he just isnt into me anymore. im sort of interested in moving on, i wanna meet someone.. before i dreaded meeting someone bc i feared i would cheat. i am now confident that i am ready to start something new bc the past two yeas have done nothing but disappoint me. "and i cant let you let me down again" brand new.
goodnight.
thursday
"how long is the night" is soooo in my head right now.
wow. its been forever. i dont know. im not into anything anymore. i watch a lot of law & order. im totally disillusioned with my life. ive been using the paper journal religiously again..
so ive been here for like a month and half. i saw the enigma exactly... ONCE!!! before he went back on tour, so obviously 14 minutes or an hour, it makes no difference, he just isnt into me anymore. im sort of interested in moving on, i wanna meet someone.. before i dreaded meeting someone bc i feared i would cheat. i am now confident that i am ready to start something new bc the past two yeas have done nothing but disappoint me. "and i cant let you let me down again" brand new.
goodnight.
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