Friday, October 15, 2004
*when i was yours, you fled the scene. now you can wash yr hands of me*
cursive
im so happy to have my cd back. the stupid boy had borrowed them when i saw him sept 1, and then he was as usual too busy for me for the remainder of his stay on LI, and he left the cds he borrowed in my mailbox the day he left for tour which was like last week. i missed this cd so much. its cursive's the ugly organ. im feeling very "enjoy your day" about the whole neglect of seeing me debacle. i write so infrequently now hat i have no idea if i already said this, but im pretty pissed that he saw laura, who he supposedly hates AND lives in the city more times than he saw me, who now lives a whopping 14 minutes from him. but whatever. i havent heard from him in five days. i have nothing to say, so no texts messages from me. woo. im holding out. every day it gets easier. i wonder how long he'll wait this time. the longest, i think, was the whole thing with me going to NC and not hearing from him for like 2 weeks after i emailed him saying i was over it all. well. i could be wrong, i t may have been shorter.
i dont feel good.
cursive
im so happy to have my cd back. the stupid boy had borrowed them when i saw him sept 1, and then he was as usual too busy for me for the remainder of his stay on LI, and he left the cds he borrowed in my mailbox the day he left for tour which was like last week. i missed this cd so much. its cursive's the ugly organ. im feeling very "enjoy your day" about the whole neglect of seeing me debacle. i write so infrequently now hat i have no idea if i already said this, but im pretty pissed that he saw laura, who he supposedly hates AND lives in the city more times than he saw me, who now lives a whopping 14 minutes from him. but whatever. i havent heard from him in five days. i have nothing to say, so no texts messages from me. woo. im holding out. every day it gets easier. i wonder how long he'll wait this time. the longest, i think, was the whole thing with me going to NC and not hearing from him for like 2 weeks after i emailed him saying i was over it all. well. i could be wrong, i t may have been shorter.
i dont feel good.
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