is it too late to heal?

well, yr just across the street, looks a mile to my feet, i want to go to you.. funny how im nervous still, ive always been the easy kill, i guess i always will.. could it be that everything goes 'round by chance? or only one way that it was always meant to be? you kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say.. i know what i should do, but i just cant walk away.. i can picture your face well from the bar in my hotel i wish id go to you.. i pick up put down the phone, like your favorite heatmeiser song goes 'its just like being alone'.. oh god, please don't tell me this has been in vain.. i need answers for what all the waiting ive done means.. you kill me, youve got some nerve, but can't face your mistakes.. i know what i should do, but i just cant turn away.. so go on love leave while theres still hope for escape.. got to take what you can these days theres so much ahead so much regret i know what you want to say.. i know but cant help feeling differently i loved you, and i should have said it but tell me just what has it ever meant? i cant help it baby, this is who i am.. sorry, but i can't just go turn off how i feel.. you kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break.. i know what i should do, but i just cant walk away...

jimmy eat world