is it too late to heal?

i dreamt about you last night. it was a variety show, and im pretty sure at was at the school i work in. and i was backstage.. you were there, i dont know why, but i didnt expect to see you. and i had this laptop, and it was in the center of the stage, and all the sudden, it began projecting this picture i have of you on my computer (well, in the dream, i dont have one in real life) onto a huge screen, and i was so embarrassed, i made up some story. you didnt seem to care. and somehow we ended up together. i dont think we had sex, im pretty sure that wasnt part of the dream. we were naked, we were laying together, or mostly naked. you kept mentioning laura, some video she rented for you or a library book or something. it was bizarre. but i havent been able to stop thinking about you all day. not like in such a way that i cant handle it, but its weird. i mean, i still have nothing to say to you. i checked out yr stupid bands webpage, and you are in florida now. arizona is the 17th-19th.. thats when youll be with yr new love. i guess she is visiting the same time you are. im so tired of stalking yr myspace profile. i cant stop. i dont want to be with you anymore, and on most days, i think very little of you.. but i cant stop checking to see if you have left her anymore comments, if she left you any... its silly, really, because i also realize that im sure this is only temporary, as well. unless yr moving to idaho. or shes moving to ny. i dont think ny is big enough for the two of us, though. i think i might knock her teeth in.