Sunday, August 26, 2007
take me take me back to yr bed, i love you so much that it hurts my head
i don't mind you under my skin, let the bad part in, the bad parts in
brand new
i don't mind you under my skin, let the bad part in, the bad parts in
brand new
still missing you more than i feel i can explain..
all i want is to feel you near me, or to at least know that i would see you, feel you, soon. but that's not going to happen. i need to live like yr never coming back, because you aren't..
made a list of reasons why i shouldn't like you. 11 items. compared that to why i should. 3 items. but those three little things so outweigh the negatives.. they aren't important when i think about how my heart hurts to think yr gone for 48 more days. and trying to forget me. i wonder if you miss me. i wonder if everything is the same for you, or if it's broken and bleeding like my heart is. i'm sure yr fine.
i'm so tired. it's after 5am, but yr all i can think of. i want to read text messages and fall asleep knowing that i'll see you within a 7 day time frame.
woke up to tears again today. at 330pm. i'm not sleeping. i'm up all night.
someone hit my car today. you were the first person i called.. i couldn't think of anyone else. mike was here in a flash when i called him, but i can't feel for him the way i feel for you now. why can't i feel anything for anyone other than you? why why why???
i'm so afraid that i'll never find someone i connect to the way i connect to you. and it's so much more than physical. i mean, it's an emotional bond, we're friends first.
but it doesn't matter. yr gone, and i have to move on or die alone.
i think i'll choose the latter..
all i want is to feel you near me, or to at least know that i would see you, feel you, soon. but that's not going to happen. i need to live like yr never coming back, because you aren't..
made a list of reasons why i shouldn't like you. 11 items. compared that to why i should. 3 items. but those three little things so outweigh the negatives.. they aren't important when i think about how my heart hurts to think yr gone for 48 more days. and trying to forget me. i wonder if you miss me. i wonder if everything is the same for you, or if it's broken and bleeding like my heart is. i'm sure yr fine.
i'm so tired. it's after 5am, but yr all i can think of. i want to read text messages and fall asleep knowing that i'll see you within a 7 day time frame.
woke up to tears again today. at 330pm. i'm not sleeping. i'm up all night.
someone hit my car today. you were the first person i called.. i couldn't think of anyone else. mike was here in a flash when i called him, but i can't feel for him the way i feel for you now. why can't i feel anything for anyone other than you? why why why???
i'm so afraid that i'll never find someone i connect to the way i connect to you. and it's so much more than physical. i mean, it's an emotional bond, we're friends first.
but it doesn't matter. yr gone, and i have to move on or die alone.
i think i'll choose the latter..
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