Tuesday, September 18, 2007
17 days. spent all last night texting with you. my cd made you cry. here are some quotes:
8:18pm "[i cried] like an idiot in my kitchen before i even listened to it.. just reading the pieces of lyrics and stuff you wrote. i'm a baby."
8:47pm "i'm the one who should feel awful because it was really sweet and you made that for me and i ended things for my stupid reasons before you even had a chance to give it to me."
8:53pm "i'm glad i have it"
10:09pm "coded highlighting? like how instead of song titles you wrote a lyric from each song, i loved that."
10:14pm "thank you again. it's the sweetest thing ever."
10:20pm "i like how the lyrics you picked all run together"
at 11:01pm you said that at least some of the tears were happy tears (my favorite kind).
today, 12:56pm: "i listened to the cd at lunch."
the fact that the cd made you cry tells me you still have feelings for me. you wouldn't have cried if you didn't care. was it enough to prove to you that this is all you will ever need? was it enough to convince you to take a chance on me, and be happy for the rest of yr life?
i told you not to be sorry. i told you that it's ok, that i'm ok. if it was meant to be, then it will be. if not, then at least i got to feel amazing for a while. i have no regrets about falling in love with you. i simply adore you and all i need is for you to realize that we were meant to be together.
jan still thinks yr a tool. she said "i mean, i like the boy, but he's still a tool." i agree, but i happen to really love that tool, regardless of what a big idiot he is. maybe i'm a tool.
either work was very busy today or he hates me. hardly any responses. i keep switching tenses.
i'm so tired. i can't believe he brought the cd in the car to work today. and that he spent his lunch hour listening to it... he has to love me. or else he wouldn't be torturing himself by listening to it whenever he had the chance.. i can't figure out this man.
17 more days. 17! tomorrow it will be 16. at the end of the week, only two weeks will remain. this is amazing. i'm barreling towards seeing you again. i got some buttons and a needle and thread. every time you put yr stupid green day shirt on, you will know, even if you don't think of it, that i sewed that button for you. i am not going to be able to sleep on october 5th. i'm going to want to sleep until the last possible moment, so i don't have to deal with the stress of waiting to see you. i wonder what time you are going to want me there. i hope it's early. i just want to spend as much time as possible with you... you have 17 more days to realize that yr heart should belong to me. all i can think about is how i hope my cd showed you my heart and that yr ready to accept it. will you want to cuddle with me? should i just go and lay on you when you sit on the couch?
my heart is beating every day, and it's beating yr name. my heart is bursting for you. i can't wait to scoop you in my arms and to feel at home again.
8:18pm "[i cried] like an idiot in my kitchen before i even listened to it.. just reading the pieces of lyrics and stuff you wrote. i'm a baby."
8:47pm "i'm the one who should feel awful because it was really sweet and you made that for me and i ended things for my stupid reasons before you even had a chance to give it to me."
8:53pm "i'm glad i have it"
10:09pm "coded highlighting? like how instead of song titles you wrote a lyric from each song, i loved that."
10:14pm "thank you again. it's the sweetest thing ever."
10:20pm "i like how the lyrics you picked all run together"
at 11:01pm you said that at least some of the tears were happy tears (my favorite kind).
today, 12:56pm: "i listened to the cd at lunch."
the fact that the cd made you cry tells me you still have feelings for me. you wouldn't have cried if you didn't care. was it enough to prove to you that this is all you will ever need? was it enough to convince you to take a chance on me, and be happy for the rest of yr life?
i told you not to be sorry. i told you that it's ok, that i'm ok. if it was meant to be, then it will be. if not, then at least i got to feel amazing for a while. i have no regrets about falling in love with you. i simply adore you and all i need is for you to realize that we were meant to be together.
jan still thinks yr a tool. she said "i mean, i like the boy, but he's still a tool." i agree, but i happen to really love that tool, regardless of what a big idiot he is. maybe i'm a tool.
either work was very busy today or he hates me. hardly any responses. i keep switching tenses.
i'm so tired. i can't believe he brought the cd in the car to work today. and that he spent his lunch hour listening to it... he has to love me. or else he wouldn't be torturing himself by listening to it whenever he had the chance.. i can't figure out this man.
17 more days. 17! tomorrow it will be 16. at the end of the week, only two weeks will remain. this is amazing. i'm barreling towards seeing you again. i got some buttons and a needle and thread. every time you put yr stupid green day shirt on, you will know, even if you don't think of it, that i sewed that button for you. i am not going to be able to sleep on october 5th. i'm going to want to sleep until the last possible moment, so i don't have to deal with the stress of waiting to see you. i wonder what time you are going to want me there. i hope it's early. i just want to spend as much time as possible with you... you have 17 more days to realize that yr heart should belong to me. all i can think about is how i hope my cd showed you my heart and that yr ready to accept it. will you want to cuddle with me? should i just go and lay on you when you sit on the couch?
my heart is beating every day, and it's beating yr name. my heart is bursting for you. i can't wait to scoop you in my arms and to feel at home again.
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