Thursday, September 13, 2007
23 days. i'm almost halfway there.
today was normal. work. home. but i took a nap!
apparently there is a sloth residing in a nearby pet store. there is a high percent chance that i am repeating myself here. but oh well. maybe i'll think about going to see it tomorrow. maybe i'll clean the apartment.
i got PAID today! amazing. so exciting. not in the mood to make my budget, mainly because i'm terrified of the amount of new debt i've incurred over the course of the summer. this year i am seriously saving so next summer i will emerge debt free. my goal is to have $10,000 saved up by next summer. that means i have to save $1000 per month. which is basically impossible, so i don't know what i'm going to do. that's one quarter of my monthly income. i don't know how i missed this. for some reason i had it in my head that i could just save $500 per month. this is obviously impossible. instead i have to save $500 per PAY CHECK. this freaks me out beyond belief. at this rate, i'll NEVER pay off my debt. jesus. this has just occurred to me. like this very minute. i can't do that! but i have to. i'm racking up like $2000 in debt each summer and i get paid a little less than $8000 for summer. but in my new district, we don't have the option for summer pay... so i have to do it. i have to save $500 per paycheck, somehow. time for a very strict budget so i can live.
tom texted me today. i don't know why he's doing this, really. he asked about my anxiety, to see if i was better.. but it's back to talking every day. however i did suffer from a minimum amount of anxiety today, which was nice.
tomorrow i have to figure out a budget. really, seriously, a true budget that i stick to.
ok. 23 days. 23 days. i love you i love you i love you. but it hurts less today.
today was normal. work. home. but i took a nap!
apparently there is a sloth residing in a nearby pet store. there is a high percent chance that i am repeating myself here. but oh well. maybe i'll think about going to see it tomorrow. maybe i'll clean the apartment.
i got PAID today! amazing. so exciting. not in the mood to make my budget, mainly because i'm terrified of the amount of new debt i've incurred over the course of the summer. this year i am seriously saving so next summer i will emerge debt free. my goal is to have $10,000 saved up by next summer. that means i have to save $1000 per month. which is basically impossible, so i don't know what i'm going to do. that's one quarter of my monthly income. i don't know how i missed this. for some reason i had it in my head that i could just save $500 per month. this is obviously impossible. instead i have to save $500 per PAY CHECK. this freaks me out beyond belief. at this rate, i'll NEVER pay off my debt. jesus. this has just occurred to me. like this very minute. i can't do that! but i have to. i'm racking up like $2000 in debt each summer and i get paid a little less than $8000 for summer. but in my new district, we don't have the option for summer pay... so i have to do it. i have to save $500 per paycheck, somehow. time for a very strict budget so i can live.
tom texted me today. i don't know why he's doing this, really. he asked about my anxiety, to see if i was better.. but it's back to talking every day. however i did suffer from a minimum amount of anxiety today, which was nice.
tomorrow i have to figure out a budget. really, seriously, a true budget that i stick to.
ok. 23 days. 23 days. i love you i love you i love you. but it hurts less today.
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