Sunday, September 16, 2007
i take it back. i got the bad feeling, the beginnings of an anxiety onslaught, when i saw you on okc right now.
i hate being in love with you. i would love being in love with you if you were here. but you aren't.
i need to let go. why can't i just let go?
why can't i ever have what i want? just fucking once. you are what i want, you are what i can't have. i never get what i want. ergo, i will never have you.
so fuck it. fuck it all.
i hate being in love with you. i would love being in love with you if you were here. but you aren't.
i need to let go. why can't i just let go?
why can't i ever have what i want? just fucking once. you are what i want, you are what i can't have. i never get what i want. ergo, i will never have you.
so fuck it. fuck it all.
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