Sunday, September 23, 2007
i can't help it baby, this is who i am. sorry, but i can't just go turn off how i feel.
you kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break, hey hey. hey hey. i know what i should do, but i just can't walk away
jimmy eat world
you kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break, hey hey. hey hey. i know what i should do, but i just can't walk away
jimmy eat world
ugh. that's what i have to say about that. i popped in a mix cd from 2005 and this song came on. obviously applies greatly to the situation at hand. you kill me.
12 days. i skipped yesterday because i got home at 4:45am and the last thing i felt like doing was blogging. besides, 13 is an unlucky number right? sigh. wow, 12 days. and today i said i would make you cupcakes. why would i do that? am i dumb? seriously, do you DESERVE cupcakes? no. will i make them anyway? most definitely. vanilla, with vanilla icing. high icing to cake ratio. will this make you love me? ha.
last night was fun but i did not meet ONE dude. went to chevy's, where we waited for lee who was TWO HOURS late. drank two super margaritas. ate some corn tortilla things. the ones i used to eat when i worked there. i'm sure i have described them a million times in the past, but they are corn tortilla with black beans, cheese, and sour cream. so good! but chevy's got bought by some other company and i must say the quality, not as good. but it was good to see jesse who i love and miss huge amounts. i was reading some of our ridiculous conversations that i posted into my blog years ago and missed him mucho. we left there at like midnight or maybe a little later. went down to this bar called hi fi, which was BEAT. i met up with heather and some of her friends, drank a beer (brooklyn lager!) and did a shot of stoli O. i was toasty. but there were no cute boys and heather left bc her friend was tired, so antonia and i headed to penn because i really just don't have the energy to look for boys. ever.
i texted tom today and he, too, was in the village drinking last night. apparently his bar was better, since there was a bachelorette party and "some broad" kept harassing him to take off his boxers for some bachelorette party stunt. since he is the most prude boy in the world he did not comply. but he didn't meet any ladies. so i guess we're even.
wow 12 days. WOW. ten work days and two weekend days. the work days should go pretty quickly. this past week FLEW. i can't believe it's only 12 more days. i'm still torn between being ecstatic and being terrified of october 6th. today i hate tom, but not as much as i did yesterday or the day before. it's a love filled hate, though. maybe i'll see him that day and be repulsed by his burger belly. that would be tremendous.
well. i'm really just babbling right now. i have nothing more of worth to report. so.. over and out.
12 days. i skipped yesterday because i got home at 4:45am and the last thing i felt like doing was blogging. besides, 13 is an unlucky number right? sigh. wow, 12 days. and today i said i would make you cupcakes. why would i do that? am i dumb? seriously, do you DESERVE cupcakes? no. will i make them anyway? most definitely. vanilla, with vanilla icing. high icing to cake ratio. will this make you love me? ha.
last night was fun but i did not meet ONE dude. went to chevy's, where we waited for lee who was TWO HOURS late. drank two super margaritas. ate some corn tortilla things. the ones i used to eat when i worked there. i'm sure i have described them a million times in the past, but they are corn tortilla with black beans, cheese, and sour cream. so good! but chevy's got bought by some other company and i must say the quality, not as good. but it was good to see jesse who i love and miss huge amounts. i was reading some of our ridiculous conversations that i posted into my blog years ago and missed him mucho. we left there at like midnight or maybe a little later. went down to this bar called hi fi, which was BEAT. i met up with heather and some of her friends, drank a beer (brooklyn lager!) and did a shot of stoli O. i was toasty. but there were no cute boys and heather left bc her friend was tired, so antonia and i headed to penn because i really just don't have the energy to look for boys. ever.
i texted tom today and he, too, was in the village drinking last night. apparently his bar was better, since there was a bachelorette party and "some broad" kept harassing him to take off his boxers for some bachelorette party stunt. since he is the most prude boy in the world he did not comply. but he didn't meet any ladies. so i guess we're even.
wow 12 days. WOW. ten work days and two weekend days. the work days should go pretty quickly. this past week FLEW. i can't believe it's only 12 more days. i'm still torn between being ecstatic and being terrified of october 6th. today i hate tom, but not as much as i did yesterday or the day before. it's a love filled hate, though. maybe i'll see him that day and be repulsed by his burger belly. that would be tremendous.
well. i'm really just babbling right now. i have nothing more of worth to report. so.. over and out.
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