Sunday, September 09, 2007
love is like a flame, it burns you when it's hot
nazareth
nazareth
26 days. i am ok. thinking of you more today. you texted me at 237pm. i didn't see it for over an hour, which made me feel good, because i wasn't immediately responding to you.. but why did you text me? "how is yr weekend going?" i said it was good.. i wasn't going to tell you that it would have been better with you in it.. you tell me you got up early to play bball, and went to a party for yr friend's birthday... drinking... did you meet a girl? immediately that's where my mind goes.. but if you did, why were you thinking of me? maybe you made out a lot.. cuddled.. i don't know. i miss you. i don't want you with anyone else.
part of me does, though. part of me wants you to find those wrong girls so that you can come back to me. all i want is you. i am confident that i want to grow old with you. why? yr not even my type.. can i really imagine waking up next to you every day? with yr burger belly? sometimes i'm not enamored by yr smell. it's not bad, just not as good as some other times.. but i still want you. is it because i can't have you? is it because i'm insane? why can't i just forget you?
no tears today. no tears yesterday. but i'm still dying inside. i have anxiety more often than i have in years... are you seeing someone? i'm not calling you anymore. i'm not texting you either. tonight i did, but it's because i had a question about alkaline trio songs.. and yr the authority on that..
i can't live without you? question mark for real... maybe i'm just deluding myself. maybe i only fell in love with an imagination.... no. i love you.
part of me does, though. part of me wants you to find those wrong girls so that you can come back to me. all i want is you. i am confident that i want to grow old with you. why? yr not even my type.. can i really imagine waking up next to you every day? with yr burger belly? sometimes i'm not enamored by yr smell. it's not bad, just not as good as some other times.. but i still want you. is it because i can't have you? is it because i'm insane? why can't i just forget you?
no tears today. no tears yesterday. but i'm still dying inside. i have anxiety more often than i have in years... are you seeing someone? i'm not calling you anymore. i'm not texting you either. tonight i did, but it's because i had a question about alkaline trio songs.. and yr the authority on that..
i can't live without you? question mark for real... maybe i'm just deluding myself. maybe i only fell in love with an imagination.... no. i love you.
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